12.4.10

You have not lived a perfect day,
unless you have done something to someone
who will never be able to repay you

5.4.10










Takraw



In time of heavy work loads, i managed to spare another one afternoon and watched an inter-school Takraw competition. Alhamdulillah i had the chance to show them my support not only in academics but also in their personal interest, in things the love to do. Besides, i also watched the inter-school football competition last month or few months ago and soon is the inter-school badminton competition which will be held in Maktab Duli. Anyway, today is the inter-school netball competition but sadly i just knew it this late afternoon. Hopefully our team did well.

So guys~ It does not harm spending few hours watching these games... It could take you away form your work routine and bring out the inner fun & joyful side of you which has long been hidden. Just take the time to enjoy. The kids would really appreciate it & that's the best part after all.. Never stop enjoying life as there are more out there to be explore~ grrrrr! hahaha *out*

Left: Our winning team :) ...1st place...

25.3.10

Don't Quit



When things go wrong
as they sometimes will,
when the road you're trudging
seems all up hill,
when the funds are low
and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit...
Rest if you must ~ but don't you quit
.



24.3.10

I'm Happy

Salam, i'm actually in the middle of my work but i was moved to steel some of my precious time for this short post. Wanna know why... today, one of my old students said something that really get me thinking. I wouldn't expect him in a million years to give me such a thoughtful advice.

At first:
"Sir, kerja.. kerja jua, kesihatan kena jaga"

then:
"sadang-sadang bekraja sir... esuk saja sambung"

Before we end our conversation:
"Jaga diri atu"


You know what? he was neither the best student in my class nor any teachers'. very irritating indeed. We disagree on almost everything and find ourselves, in the end, in a huge arguments or turned out i became really annoyed by his acts. I ever sent him out of my class and he didnt turn up for my lesson for a week. He knew exactly how to turn my madness on.. very pathetic!

Anyway,
it's all different this time and i'm so thankful.
Syukran...

21.3.10

Cross Country

Salam,
On the 18th March, Our school had held a cross country to mark the very end of the first term. It was so much fun although my team came last place *sob sob* Better luck next time kids.. =) So here are some pictures of ME "haha" on that day. Oh.. thanks to Hadi, Haydee, Lan and G-ehwan for the great photos.


THE KIDS

MY TEAM

OUR FLAG
I PARKED INFRONT OF THE SCHOOL
*BELABEH*

WARMING UP SESSION & I WAS DOING YOGA *LOL*

MY WORKING TEAM



GROUP PHOTO WITH PRINCIPAL & DPs

16.3.10


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
MUSA

Am I that busy?


Assalamualaikum Whooooaaaaa!!! "lama betul tak update" What to do... I've been very busy. Seriously, i don't think i have comfortably settled down yet in term of my work life and its already MARCH! Time really doesn't wait eh. sheeesshh~ I really didn't want to drag you all into my hectic lil' world but... I have to!!! "hahaha ngusut" Besides from being a great, wonderful and not forgetting stunning Science teacher *LOL* i am also the class form teacher, which i'm still trying my best to do it well. The never ending paper works and admin stuff!!! there's more... more.. and more.... each day.

Assistant house master is another one. I am now actively involve in different kinds of sport which i have absolutely no interest at all before. Just to name a few; Futsal, Football, netball, badminton and Raga. It helps me to see sport in different standpoint (in a good way) and i can now understand why some people can be fanatically crazy and obsess to football. "hahaha" NOW I GET IT!!! and i'm now becoming one of those people who desperately waits for the World Cup! "hehehe"


I'm also incharge of PRYNSA 13. *No comment* mouth tightly zipped =l


Oh guess what, i'm now a member of red crescent club, which i have no idea about and it would be kinda interesting if i would have teach the first aid techniques to the kids.. what should i show them? breath in~ breath out~ do it for 10times and we're done for the day "hahaha"


On top all that, is my main wonderful job... teaching! =) Working my ass off to adapt and to understand the kids as it ain't that easy. Handling teenagers can be a quite painful at times. I was given a whole new bunch of kids this year, which are different from my last year's in all sort of ways. Very interesting huh... "hehe" InsyaAllah i will make it happens again this year... my tiny dreams =))
Till next time guys...


"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact"
-William James-


25.2.10

FINALLY!


Salam, Hi guys... Finally i get it!!! hahaha *siok sendiri*

Something had been bugging me for the past few days, putting my life in such a mess. Early this year, for the first time i was given the opportunity to handle a task i didn't even know whether or not i could pull it off. However, as time goes by... things are getting amazingly well. *glad* I saw happy faces and smiles every single day. We all have been doing so well and not realizing how strong the connection had grown. Not until the day i received a memo.. saying that i have to leave all that behind and start off with a similar task but with a whole new group of people. Obviously frustrated, i do feel like something had been stolen from me.

Anyway, after all the hard time trying to "reluctantly" accept the order... *taking a deep relieving breath* Finally i made it... "Alhamdulillah" I know It's not gonna be easy.. but.. Bring It On!!! (^_^)!! i've set my feet back on the ground ready to go as far as i could, stronger than ever... Finally, i found bigger and better opportunity! Wish me luck guys. I'm so gonna make this happen.. again!

10.2.10

04 If only I could...

HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS... this is one of the moment where i missed all the things that i have left far behind me... years ago. this is one of those time that i really really wish i could... i could.. i could... go back to the time when there's nothing in the world that could make me feel better & greater except those wonderful feeling called L. But it left me with deep ugly scars.. sucking all my guts & trust... the reason for my disbelieves. i guess it has lost it's magic touch as L can no longer heals any of my discomfort and pain it left me with. Not blaming but hating. Wanna live my life... don't wanna live in the past... wanna cherish & appreciate whatever and whoever i have at the moment. so please~ i'm begging.. don't ever stand in my way again... leave me and take away all the hopes & memories u had given me.. *EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!*

5.2.10

Copper Tooling

I'd completed my 4 days workshop on copper tooling, which was held in Sayyidina Hassan last month. It was absolutely a priceless experience since besides learning "new work of art", i had a chance to meet some old friends. Seriously, i met my school mates, friends from UBD *a few of them*, my flying colours colleague & more familiar faces were also there. Everything went surprisingly well.. NOT!!!! "hahaha" made A LOT of mistakes especially on the frame-making but they kept saying "you'll learn from it" which was acceptable but when u did one mistake after another, it sure make your motivation shrivel. Anyhow~ what done is done and when they asked us to name our products,
i named mine "unsuccessful yet adorable" (^^,)

22.1.10

OPPORTUNITY


See the opportunity
in every difficulty,
not the difficulty
in every opportunity
Salam guys. How are you all doing?
Alhamdulillah i managed to keep track on my work now, after a bit of a struggle trying to get things organised. i have to admit, there's time when thing went all wrong, people are pointing fingers, burdens piled up and the only thing i must do was to BE professional with those who takes things personal (obviouly unprofessional). It wasnt easy! At some point, i feel like to detach myself from this crazy lil' world... *in my dream* "the show of life must go on"

Last night was the worst by far~ Was feeling horrible, didnt know what'd got into me but i felt really down. But hey "Allah maha adil" Even for a very lil'thing that happened, there's a perfect reason for it. I read this somewhere.. "di sebalik sekelumit kesedihan, disediakan segunung kegembiraan, namun masih ramai yang merintinh kesedihan dan melepaskan kegembiraan"

I received a message from musa, who i haven't seen for quite a while and so we plan to go out for dinner & some updating to do "hehe" On my way to Qlap, hani rang me up and so i asked him to join us. What a coincidence~ Actually i agreed to pick him up at Telanai but with my head feeling so heavy...was terribly absent minded! So.. "terlupa ambil ia hehehe" all he could say "Jahat jua???" LOL! The rest of the night..... (fun - stress) + laugh = Happy (^^,) thanks guys!

Besides all those whinings~ i was sent for a 4Days workshop on copper tooling... loving it so much and can't wait to upload the pic of my finished work of art "chewah" Ok guys~ thats all for now. Take care :)

7.1.10

Too early to even sigh!

Salam guys,
Its gonna be a long week for me. Overloaded with works, most are still left unsettled and preparing lessons? sounds not so possible to me. Well, for the time being.. Fuh~ Guess what? when i was in UBD hostel, i always had my friends to be my so-called stress ball. "hahaha" so much fats to squeeze and it really did help reducing the unwanted tense! TODAY... after a year working in SMSUA, i finally found two victims! "hahaha kejam" What to do.. so stressful meh~ =D

Being a form teacher for the first time, i must admit that there are plenty of new stuff i must learn by myself in a very very short time. Hey~ im not complaining... but it sure is tiring. I have two year 9 classes and one level 2 classes to handle. InsyaAllah, i will not have problems with my year 9 but level 2... that's a challenge! tho somehow i find their activities are very interesting. It involves taking care of ornamental fishes in aquarium, planting veges, doing pressed plants (art & craft) and some wiring and electrical lesson.

Above all that... today i was given another new class where i have to teach pure chemistry. Wuhooo! Bring it on!!! *yea right* With no preparation whatsoever, entering the class was a nightmare! I think i score 100% for making myself look so "bangang" just by standing in front of the kids, flicking through the textbook trying to look busy. "hahahaha nice try bebeh"

Oh well... things haven't really started yet. BE STRONG!!! (^_^)


3.1.10

Back to School

Salam everyone... *whispering* i know i should be in bed by now since tomorrow is my first day teaching for the first term of the year, but... im so ExCiTed! "haha" Just wanna share that feeling with you all ('',)

I really don't know what to expect but hey~ Azhim is up for the challenges! *semangat* hopefully it won't fade away atleast until the end of this year "hehe" To all other teachers out there... We Rock! *still whispering but semangat* "hahaha" Background music: i will survive "haha macam out" Anyway... Just hoping this year will brings more meaningful moments in our life.. more blessed than ever.. more smiles than tears.. more forgiveness and no grudges.. Good luck all...
Oh i don't think i have said it this year... To all my families, cousins, friends, my girl & my big kids... LOVE YOU ALL! no matter if you hate me, i still love you for that "hahaha majal" <3

Good night

2.1.10

I'm Back!

Assalamualaikum to all (>_<)

wuhoo! where should i start? "haha excited wah" It really has been a while... i even forget how to blog! seriously.. had a hard time figuring how to edit all the stuff in this blog. Anyway, RESOLUTION! how was your 2009's... Mine? GREAT!!! "alhamdulillah" tho sometimes things turned to be not as what u wished it to be.. in the end.. they did happen for reasons.. Very Good ones indeed. *thankful*

Now its time for 2010! Brand new year.. new start.. new dreams.. new aims.. new girlfriend "hahaha" oops.. "habis laaa.." (^^,) Whatever it is... do not let go off your dreams. hold them tight, have faith & work for it to happen. All the best guys! Forgive me for all my wrongdoings.. u guys are the best!