I'm Just Tired

Assalamualaikum,
Guys... i'm tired =( and i missed blogging too.. So many things to share but time won't just let me to do so. Tasks after tasks were given to me endlessly... people keep on topping them up for me! *suffocated* Trying to be positive all the time, which i once thought would be easy to do, seems to be very inappropriate. It just can't fit my logical thinking anymore. Very irrational indeed. "hang on zim, things will be better soon" But when? What if i couldn't hang on any longer..

"Ya Allah, ketentuan jalan mu bagi ku begitu halus untuk ku menguntai keindahan di setiap selitan, kasih sayang mu begitu lembut menyelimuti ku tanpa sedar... thank you Allah"

Unplanned Vacation

Absolutely out of the Blues

***awesome***

24 - o4 - 2010

Something for mama & bapa

When i was a kid,
i remember my parents always asked me to give them a foot massage.
...
Today
...
Just a simple present for my parents
(",)

Acupuncture Foot Massager
Takasima

New Books

I bought three new books yesterday even though i know i don't have much time to finish them all. There are already a pile of books waiting to be read... "hehehe insyaAllah" will read them on my free time.


1. Enjoy your life - Dr. Muhammad al-'Areifi

2. Mutiara Pelajar - Izuddin Hj Ali
3. Senyuman & kenangan manis bersama Rasullah S.A.W. - Hj Abdul Malik

Where to?

Unwell

Salam, hi everyone. Life's been good so far... "alhamdulillah" and hopefully things will not just be good but better... woke up this morning with a sore throat and instantly i knew i'm gonna get "it"... at work, my body started to ache. Perhaps, i'm just to tired and my body didn't get enough time to charge up as i've been staying up very late for few nights.

Stress at work? i might say so... i haven't been doing things right lately and work were all over due.. hmmm~ what has got into me. Being pushed around with all different sorts of work.. pressured with all the due dates... i think i've lost focus. I hate the fact that my Teaching is no longer the top priority now. Tomorrow will be the first event of our school annual sport and there are 3more tiring days to go. Meeting with the Forestry will have to be squeezed into my schedule on Saturday afternoon. *sigh* which mean i have to "not attend" the VIP day at my school.

What i need? seriously... i need time for myself.. Desperately need some inspirations. Hmmm~ i do need all the support that i could get from others but if i get none, sometimes i just have to be strong enough to set my two feet on the ground and stand tall... regardless what people might say. *sheeesh* hate that feeling.

Ya Allah,
Iman ku dihakis urusan dunia...
ingatanku padaMu ditutupi kesibukan..
Dadaku tiada kelapangan...
Hati gelap tanpa cahaya Mu...
Ku mohon bimbingan Mu...
ku mohon hidayah Mu...
Sedarkan aku dari khilaf...
dan janganlah Engkau biarkan ku terhanyut...

Seandainya segala limpah rahmat
yang Engkau kurniakan kepadaku
membuatkan aku lalai akan perintah Mu,
Aku mohon... Kau ambillah ia semula...
dan gantikanlah dengan Iman
amin.

Brain Damaging Habits

1. No Breakfast

People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2 . Overeating=2 0
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

6 . Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest.. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells..

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

Hadiah Terbaik :

Kepada kawan - Kesetiaan
Kepada musuh - Kemaafan
Kepada ketua - Khidmat
Kepada yang muda - Contoh terbaik
Kepada yang tua - Hargai budi mereka dan kesetiaan.
Kepada pasangan - Cinta dan ketaatan
Kepada manusia - Kebebasan

You have not lived a perfect day,
unless you have done something to someone
who will never be able to repay you

Takraw

In time of heavy work loads, i managed to spare another one afternoon and watched an inter-school Takraw competition. Alhamdulillah i had the chance to show them my support not only in academics but also in their personal interest, in things the love to do. Besides, i also watched the inter-school football competition last month or few months ago and soon is the inter-school badminton competition which will be held in Maktab Duli. Anyway, today is the inter-school netball competition but sadly i just knew it this late afternoon. Hopefully our team did well.

So guys~ It does not harm spending few hours watching these games... It could take you away form your work routine and bring out the inner fun & joyful side of you which has long been hidden. Just take the time to enjoy. The kids would really appreciate it & that's the best part after all.. Never stop enjoying life as there are more out there to be explore~ grrrrr! hahaha *out*

Left: Our winning team :) ...1st place...

Miss you Akong =,(

you'll always be missed..

Kind words can be short and easy to speak
but their echoes are truly endless

Having Fun

Don't Quit

When things go wrong
as they sometimes will,
when the road you're trudging
seems all up hill,
when the funds are low
and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit...
Rest if you must ~ but don't you quit.

I'm Happy

Salam, i'm actually in the middle of my work but i was moved to steel some of my precious time for this short post. Wanna know why... today, one of my old students said something that really get me thinking. I wouldn't expect him in a million years to give me such a thoughtful advice.

At first:
"Sir, kerja.. kerja jua, kesihatan kena jaga"

then:
"sadang-sadang bekraja sir... esuk saja sambung"

Before we end our conversation:
"Jaga diri atu"


You know what? he was neither the best student in my class nor any teachers'. very irritating indeed. We disagree on almost everything and find ourselves, in the end, in a huge arguments or turned out i became really annoyed by his acts. I ever sent him out of my class and he didnt turn up for my lesson for a week. He knew exactly how to turn my madness on.. very pathetic!

Anyway,
it's all different this time and i'm so thankful.
Syukran...

Cross Country

Salam,
On the 18th March, Our school had held a cross country to mark the very end of the first term. It was so much fun although my team came last place *sob sob* Better luck next time kids.. =) So here are some pictures of ME "haha" on that day. Oh.. thanks to Hadi, Haydee, Lan and G-ehwan for the great photos.


THE KIDS

MY TEAM

OUR FLAG
I PARKED INFRONT OF THE SCHOOL
*BELABEH*

WARMING UP SESSION & I WAS DOING YOGA *LOL*

MY WORKING TEAM

GROUP PHOTO WITH PRINCIPAL & DPs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
MUSA

Am I that busy?

Assalamualaikum Whooooaaaaa!!! "lama betul tak update" What to do... I've been very busy. Seriously, i don't think i have comfortably settled down yet in term of my work life and its already MARCH! Time really doesn't wait eh. sheeesshh~ I really didn't want to drag you all into my hectic lil' world but... I have to!!! "hahaha ngusut" Besides from being a great, wonderful and not forgetting stunning Science teacher *LOL* i am also the class form teacher, which i'm still trying my best to do it well. The never ending paper works and admin stuff!!! there's more... more.. and more.... each day.

Assistant house master is another one. I am now actively involve in different kinds of sport which i have absolutely no interest at all before. Just to name a few; Futsal, Football, netball, badminton and Raga. It helps me to see sport in different standpoint (in a good way) and i can now understand why some people can be fanatically crazy and obsess to football. "hahaha" NOW I GET IT!!! and i'm now becoming one of those people who desperately waits for the World Cup! "hehehe"

I'm also incharge of PRYNSA 13. *No comment* mouth tightly zipped =l

Oh guess what, i'm now a member of red crescent club, which i have no idea about and it would be kinda interesting if i would have teach the first aid techniques to the kids.. what should i show them? breath in~ breath out~ do it for 10times and we're done for the day "hahaha"

On top all that, is my main wonderful job... teaching! =) Working my ass off to adapt and to understand the kids as it ain't that easy. Handling teenagers can be a quite painful at times. I was given a whole new bunch of kids this year, which are different from my last year's in all sort of ways. Very interesting huh... "hehe" InsyaAllah i will make it happens again this year... my tiny dreams =))
Till next time guys...


"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact"
-William James-

FINALLY!

Salam, Hi guys... Finally i get it!!! hahaha *siok sendiri*

Something had been bugging me for the past few days, putting my life in such a mess. Early this year, for the first time i was given the opportunity to handle a task i didn't even know whether or not i could pull it off. However, as time goes by... things are getting amazingly well. *glad* I saw happy faces and smiles every single day. We all have been doing so well and not realizing how strong the connection had grown. Not until the day i received a memo.. saying that i have to leave all that behind and start off with a similar task but with a whole new group of people. Obviously frustrated, i do feel like something had been stolen from me.

Anyway, after all the hard time trying to "reluctantly" accept the order... *taking a deep relieving breath* Finally i made it... "Alhamdulillah" I know It's not gonna be easy.. but.. Bring It On!!! (^_^)!! i've set my feet back on the ground ready to go as far as i could, stronger than ever... Finally, i found bigger and better opportunity! Wish me luck guys. I'm so gonna make this happen.. again!