Bila minda tak memahami hati

Sejauh perjalan kakiku, meninggalkan tapak yang hanya menanti tiupan angin. Semampu hayunan kaki yang membawa diriku mara dalam keraguan.

MINDA pun berkata...
"tiada apa yang mampu menahanmu, walau setiap langkahmu berbuah luka"
seraya HATI menyahut...
"memang kau tabah.. tapi aku tidak setabahmu untuk menahan segala perit"

Tibaku di taman berhias indah, megah berseri tiada terungkap. Walau indah hisan taman, masih kutemui penjaja jalanan.

MINDA pun mula berkata...
"Berikalah saja uwang mu. tapi usahlah kau ambil
jajaannya agar dapat dijualnya kepada yang lain"
HATI dengan pantas mencelah...
"Iya! kamu telah menolongnya. kamu telah menolong merendahkan martabatnya dari penjaja yang mencari rezki menjadi seorang insan peminta sedekah!"

ku teruskan langkah yang semakin lemah, kerna minda & hati tiada bersatu.
ranjau halangan tiada henti, di balik senyuman... duka menanti
MINDA berkata lagi...
"Belum terlambat untuk kau berpaling. Apa guna kau teruskan kalau airmata mu jadi taruhan"
HATI berbisik lembut...
"Air mata titisan ajaib, penyembuh luka ku yang kian dalam. Tidak kah kau ingin tahu keindahan apakah yang tersimpan di balik deritamu. Mungkin kau hanya satu tapak jauh darinya."


-to be continued-

H1N1

So far more than 35,000 people in 76 countries have been affected by H1N1 since March and 163 people have died according to WHO statistics. -- Courtesy of Borneo Bulletin

School holiday

Salam.. its the 2nd term break but unfortunately i have to spend most of my time in bed. That's not how i planned my holiday... :( hopefully i'll recover soon.. "amin" However, the third day... i couldnt stand it any longer coz the boredom was unbearable! "hehe" so i went out with Seah & Iffah. We had tumpi for our hi-tea, went to Nazmi for raya shopping, went to the courts (iffah was eyeing on a rockin chair ;p), then we went to Hua Ho where iffah bought this weird looking convectional oven "haha" Had our dinner at the mall Pizza Hut.

Later, we took a ride on F1 racing car... "hehe adeler..."

Yang penting... that day Seah screamed her lungs out coz she saw Lembaga Hitam!
"hahahaha ingat kau seah?"
xxx

Jangan sekali kau alfa dengan kesenangan,
kerna pasti ramai yang masih kesusahan.

Jangan sekali kau bangga dengan kedudukan,
kerna pasti ada yang akan menggantikan.

Jangan sekali kau terdiam kekenyangngan,
kerna pasti ada anak-anak yang terdiam kelaparan.

Jangan sekali kau kesalkan tiap tindakan,
kerna pasti terselit beribu pengajaran.

Jangan sekali kau ratapi satu pemergian,
kerna pasti terhimpun segala kerahmatan.

Jangan sekali kau tangisi sebuah kesedihan,
Kerna pasti terbit sebuah keinsafan.

Jangan sekali kau berputus harapan
Kerna pasti Allah menyayangimu...

"Life is not perfect, its messy"

Life is not perfect. In fact, nothing is...
we live in a messy little world.
Yes~ "little"

Everyone falls...
what really count
is not the number of falls you have made,
But its how you get back up...
That's what make you different.

Health info

Keeping excess weight off can be difficult if you have heavy pals, according to a study in the journal Obesity. That's because you may be less likely to exercise and eat healthy in your free time. the good news: Befriending people who are fit may help you lose weight, even if you're not consciously trying to. Why? People can emulate behaviors of close friends they look up to.

-mensHealth mag-

i heard...

"Not erything is in Black and White
&
Not everything you do is Right"

-Dj Izan-

Serenity

Siapa yang merawat kesedihan saudaranya,
Allah akan menghilangkan kesedihannya pada hari pengadilan.

Lihatlah langit hingga mencapai cekerawala,
Namun kakimu tetap di bumi nyata.

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:

Siapa yang melihat kemungkaran, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan tangan.

Jika ia tidak berkuasa, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan lidah.

Jika ia tidak juga berkuasa, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan hati.

Dan yang demikian itu adalah selemah-lemah iman.

TOWN

Salam…

Hi~ woke up late this morning *again* “hehe”. Even so, i still didn’t get enough sleep.. I guess.. since I was feeling sOooo.. sleepy while marking the kids’ revision notes. Lack of motivation + exam pressures might be the reasons. Thanks to Hadi for pointing it out loud and obviously clear as he shouted “WAKE UP!” “hahaha” So I went to wash my face and refresh my self up. As I continued marking, I saw this!!!!

Wow~ it was from my 3H!!! ß who would expect that?!

Absolutely inspiring and it gave me the full blast self motivation right away. I felt like my energy was boosted to an extent it could never reach before *chewah OVER hahaha”. If they have the will & very determine~ why shouldn’t I make it a dream comes thru… Its not gonna be easy… yet, no one says it is impossible (^_~) “AMIN…..”

Later, I found more inspiring ‘notes’ from this class and all I could say was “Alhamdulillah…” this is enough to make me smile for the rest of the day “hehe”.

hmm.. Never give up no matter how rare the hope is.

Amin...

3H to 4Sci class... Why Not?!

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5:00pm

I went to Tasek lama for a jungle trekking. Yea! At last I managed to force my self to ramble into the woods and get some fresh & most importantly… clean air! “haha” However “ramai orang laaa…” and I had to park my car at the JKR… Photos? (^^,!) here you go~

what a day~

Salam, hi guys...
I specially made this post for hamidon as he said that my blog is goin' way too simple... "Hehehe malas wa~"

ok... ever heard the quote "stay away from trouble"? i guess, it never sticks in my head... today i had the most terrifying Morning of my life! i Super Glued myself!!!


When i woke up this morning, i remembered that i forgot to glue something the night before. So i grabbed this new pack of super glue and planned to do it quickly before my morning shower "hehe'' Unfortunately! as i tried to take the cap off... the glue came out "macam kana puji bah ia mengalirrr!" so my hands (BOTH) was all sticky and within just few seconds i could feel it had already dried up. "Bwooohhhh!" PANIC!!!! yea ofcourse lah coz i couldn't move my fingers "hahahaha" what did i do? suddenly i thought alcohol would save me so i tried spraying my hands with perfume! "hahahaha first aid banar~" then tried washing them with Listerine "hahaha antam" But~ it didn't work!!!! so i had to patiently scratch the the dry glue. so called "mengikis" haha "macam mengikis buah kembayau di pagi hari... yatah cari masalah banar!" then~ was LATE to work... "sheeeessshhhh"

By the time seah read this... she would say "DraMa!!!"

Yesterday

Just a short get-away~

At the mall... *shopping!*

On our way to...

Masjid SOAS

Then to yayasan...

What is missing? (",)

DINNER!

hmm~

Cranky!
While waiting for the food

Norbi~ my Fav!

Last destination~ Qlap...

007

Behind the wheel