"Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish."
-John Jakes-
-John Jakes-
28.1.11
25.1.11
1.12.10
Welcome December (I'm feeling emo)
Assalamualaikum... Hope everyone is doing great ever since i 'left'~ With no new post for almost 2 months, its really hard for me to get back and sit in front of this computer and blog... Things had not been going well, life all messed up, heart trembled in fear, scattered broken pieces which I wanted to put em' back together but i just don't know where to start~ Whatever happens, life will always goes on~ all the time...
Things happen for a reason and good thing comes to those who wait.
When I was at the Wasai in KB weeks ago, i felt down as i took a wrong step in between the unseen rocks in the lake. My leg was bleeding but pretending as if it didn't hurt at all is what i had to do in front of the kids. The pain actually last for less than a week *alhamdulillah* On one of those days, i sat down... looking at my wounded leg. Subconciously, my mind was saying "It heals so fast... but does time really heal all wounds? If it does, why after all these years do i still feel the pain of a broken heart?" You left a deep scar in my heart to remind me of the memories we had together.
Things happen for a reason and good thing comes to those who wait.
When I was at the Wasai in KB weeks ago, i felt down as i took a wrong step in between the unseen rocks in the lake. My leg was bleeding but pretending as if it didn't hurt at all is what i had to do in front of the kids. The pain actually last for less than a week *alhamdulillah* On one of those days, i sat down... looking at my wounded leg. Subconciously, my mind was saying "It heals so fast... but does time really heal all wounds? If it does, why after all these years do i still feel the pain of a broken heart?" You left a deep scar in my heart to remind me of the memories we had together.
After all these years, i thought i'd moved on
but i wake up every morning at the same place where you left me.
After all these years, i shed soo many tears
even when i know you don't even care.
After all these years, i force myself not to look back
but this heart of mine misses you so much.
After all these years, i try to fall for someone else,
but i'm left with no heart to give since the day you stole it from me.
After all these years, the thought of you never failed to make me smile,
tho i know it hurts so badly after a while.
After all these years, I wanted to say that i still love you
but my heart is scared of being hurt again.
After all these years, there's only one thing i'm dying to ask you,
do you still keep my heart with you or have you lost it...
18.10.10
10.10.10
Make a different
At some point in life, we might come across challenges and obstacles which make us ponder... Have we been making the right choices? Have we whole-heartedly given the best we could? How longer can we stay this way? Is everything that we had done worth the sacrifices? Are those things good enough? Here's the thing... for me and us all.. tiny little things do mean a world to some people. So never lose hope no matter how hard it may seems. Gather courage, pull yourself together and March forward with confidence ~believe in yourself~
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I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.
(Edward Everett Hale)
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Wherever a man turns he can find someone who needs him.
(Albert Schweitzer)
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Dare to reach out your hand into the darkness, to pull another hand into the light.
(Norman B. Rice)
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If you can't feed a hundred people, then feed just one.
(Mother Teresa)
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I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.
(Edward Everett Hale)
***
Wherever a man turns he can find someone who needs him.
(Albert Schweitzer)
***
Dare to reach out your hand into the darkness, to pull another hand into the light.
(Norman B. Rice)
***
If you can't feed a hundred people, then feed just one.
(Mother Teresa)
8.10.10
5.10.10
When you thought I wasn't looking
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You displayed my first report,
And i wanted to do another.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You fed a stray cat,
And I thought it was good to be kind to animals.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You gave me a sticker,
And I knew little things were special things.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You put your arm around me,
And i felt loved.
When you thought I wasn't looking ,
I saw tears come from your eyes,
And I learned that sometimes things hurt,
But that it's alright to cry.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You smiled,
And it made me wat to look that handsome too.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You cared,
And I wanted to be everything I could be.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I looked,
And wanted to say thanks for all those things you did,
When you thought I wasn't looking.
For all teachers in SMSUA
by: Hazim Rosle 9A2
You displayed my first report,
And i wanted to do another.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You fed a stray cat,
And I thought it was good to be kind to animals.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You gave me a sticker,
And I knew little things were special things.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You put your arm around me,
And i felt loved.
When you thought I wasn't looking ,
I saw tears come from your eyes,
And I learned that sometimes things hurt,
But that it's alright to cry.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You smiled,
And it made me wat to look that handsome too.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
You cared,
And I wanted to be everything I could be.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I looked,
And wanted to say thanks for all those things you did,
When you thought I wasn't looking.
For all teachers in SMSUA
by: Hazim Rosle 9A2
Salam Akhir
29th September 201019 Syawal 1431
kucupan terakhir dan titisan air mata buat kenangan di hari kepergian ninda tercinta.
Moga roh nya aman tenteram bersama orang-orang yang beriman,
dihapuskan segala dosa,
diterima segala amal kebajikannya
~Al-Fatihah~
"Ya Allah, dari mu kami datang dan kepada mu jua kami kembali"
28.9.10
10.9.10
28.8.10
My Inspiration
In their eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know no fear
But the truth is plain to see
They were sent to rescue me
I see who I want to be
In their eyes
When my heart had enough
And I feel like giving up
They are the reason
For me to keep hangin' on
In their eyes
I can see the future
A reflection of who I am
And what I want to be
Though they'll grow
And someday leave
When I'm gone
I hope they'll see
How happy they made me
19.8.10
5 perkara
5 perkara penting dlm hidup...
خمسة أشياء كلنا نريدها و نحاول الحصول عليهاlima perkara semua kita mahukannya dan kita berusaha utk mendapatkannya
1-وجه جميل1:wajah yang cantik
2- فلوس بالملاين2:duit yang banyak
3- صحة قوية3:kesihatan yang baik
4- اولاد شاطرين وفالحين مثلنا4:anak2 yg cerdik dan berjaya macam kita
5- نوم عميق من دون مهدئات و أدوية5:tidur yang nyenyak tanpa gangguan
سهلة جدا و بوصفة سحرية و سهلة تستغرق 50 دقيقة يومياً ! كيف؟؟؟؟؟senang jer untuk mendapatkannya, hanya 50 minit setiap hari.
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم :sabda nabi saw,
من ترك صلاة الصبح فليس في وجهه نور و من ترك صلاة الظهر فليس في رزقه
siapa yang tinggalkan solat subuh tiadalah padanya nur di wajahnya dan siapa
yang tinggalkan solat zohor tiadalah padanya rezeki yang berkat
بركة و من ترك صلاة العصر فليس في جسمه قوة و من ترك صلاة المغرب فليس فيdan barang siapa yang tinggalkan solat asar tiadalah padanya kekuatanbadan,dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat maghrib tiadalah padanya anak2 ygbermanafaat
أولاده ثمرة و من ترك صلاة العشاء فليس في نومه راحة
dan barangsiapa yang tinggalkan solat isyak tiadalah padanya tidur yangnyenyak
بلغ عن الرسول (صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم ) ولو آيةsampaikanlah daripada nabi saw itu walaupun satu ayat
18.8.10
Life at work
My working desk: this is where i spend most of my time when i'm not teaching.
My favourite photo:
this photo has inspired many kids to dream big and to believe in themselves
Mini white clock: a very useful gadget ever invented.. haha
Newly purchased paper weight: its an elephant! hehe
My favourite photo:this photo has inspired many kids to dream big and to believe in themselves
Mini white clock: a very useful gadget ever invented.. haha
Newly purchased paper weight: its an elephant! hehe5.7.10
Changes
Assalamualaikum,
At some point in life, people need to think on what they want to be and how are they going to achieve it. Last Saturday I went for a 3hours workshop on leadership, where the speaker keep on emphasizing on 'changes'. The world is evolving faster than you know and so should we! There are people who are trapped in their very own comfort zone and most of them are unfortunately not aware of it. Hopefully you are not one of them. Hopefully i'm NOT one of them~
Anyway, that's not my point.
Today i encountered a number of 'visible changes' in my big kids.
#1 - As a form teacher, I usually had a hard time asking them to line up early in the morning for the national anthem. Sometimes, I've to pull them all the way out of the room or even shout at them (self-explosion!) "haha" But today, I only have to say it twice~ and they were all lined up nicely. Hmmmm~
#2 - My level 2 class. They are those who have problems in understanding theories, calculations and concepts hence all I need to teach them is hands-on skill, based on projects and practicals. There's one kid in this class (W) who seems to have problem with me all the time but today is the only day he smiled at me and helped me with my work. There's another kid (R), who i consider a bully. He loves to bully his friends a lot! He once threw a stool and went out of my lab as if i weren't there. SHOCKING! He even did something worst than that which i don't think i wanna share.. Today, we talked about all the disciplinary problems he had executed one by one and I pleaded him to change. I think it works~ For the rest of the lesson, he sat quietly near me and completed all his work. *Alhamdulillah*
#3 - Its not easy to teach during the last two periods especially when my big kids have to walk from their class, which is on the second floor, to my Science lab at the ground floor of another block. Oddly, the kids were all at their best strength of mind and they managed to recall back ALL the important points from my last lesson. Besides, they were very "wholehearted" and So~ I had so much FUN teaching them... =)
At some point in life, people need to think on what they want to be and how are they going to achieve it. Last Saturday I went for a 3hours workshop on leadership, where the speaker keep on emphasizing on 'changes'. The world is evolving faster than you know and so should we! There are people who are trapped in their very own comfort zone and most of them are unfortunately not aware of it. Hopefully you are not one of them. Hopefully i'm NOT one of them~
Anyway, that's not my point.
Today i encountered a number of 'visible changes' in my big kids.
#1 - As a form teacher, I usually had a hard time asking them to line up early in the morning for the national anthem. Sometimes, I've to pull them all the way out of the room or even shout at them (self-explosion!) "haha" But today, I only have to say it twice~ and they were all lined up nicely. Hmmmm~
#2 - My level 2 class. They are those who have problems in understanding theories, calculations and concepts hence all I need to teach them is hands-on skill, based on projects and practicals. There's one kid in this class (W) who seems to have problem with me all the time but today is the only day he smiled at me and helped me with my work. There's another kid (R), who i consider a bully. He loves to bully his friends a lot! He once threw a stool and went out of my lab as if i weren't there. SHOCKING! He even did something worst than that which i don't think i wanna share.. Today, we talked about all the disciplinary problems he had executed one by one and I pleaded him to change. I think it works~ For the rest of the lesson, he sat quietly near me and completed all his work. *Alhamdulillah*
#3 - Its not easy to teach during the last two periods especially when my big kids have to walk from their class, which is on the second floor, to my Science lab at the ground floor of another block. Oddly, the kids were all at their best strength of mind and they managed to recall back ALL the important points from my last lesson. Besides, they were very "wholehearted" and So~ I had so much FUN teaching them... =)
Lazy Sunday
Salam everyone,
After 6 days of non-stop working like a brand new-heavy duty machine, Woke up this morning still feeling very tired and LaZy so i went back to sleep "haha" officially woke up at almost 11! and i loved it~ LOL.
I left all works untouched and went out to enjoy my Sunday. I met Amir during lunch. Well, it was actually a surprise planned by Al bari the master mind (this is his third surprise this year). I haven't seen Amir for almost a year and it was absolutely a pleasant one...
Spent the rest of the day shopping for foods, went for bowling and I won!! *bangga* =)
Ok guys, i need to go to bed now. MONDAY is cominggggg!
After 6 days of non-stop working like a brand new-heavy duty machine, Woke up this morning still feeling very tired and LaZy so i went back to sleep "haha" officially woke up at almost 11! and i loved it~ LOL.
I left all works untouched and went out to enjoy my Sunday. I met Amir during lunch. Well, it was actually a surprise planned by Al bari the master mind (this is his third surprise this year). I haven't seen Amir for almost a year and it was absolutely a pleasant one...
Spent the rest of the day shopping for foods, went for bowling and I won!! *bangga* =)
Ok guys, i need to go to bed now. MONDAY is cominggggg!
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