28.8.10
My Inspiration
In their eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know no fear
But the truth is plain to see
They were sent to rescue me
I see who I want to be
In their eyes
When my heart had enough
And I feel like giving up
They are the reason
For me to keep hangin' on
In their eyes
I can see the future
A reflection of who I am
And what I want to be
Though they'll grow
And someday leave
When I'm gone
I hope they'll see
How happy they made me
19.8.10
5 perkara
خمسة أشياء كلنا نريدها و نحاول الحصول عليهاlima perkara semua kita mahukannya dan kita berusaha utk mendapatkannya
1-وجه جميل1:wajah yang cantik
2- فلوس بالملاين2:duit yang banyak
3- صحة قوية3:kesihatan yang baik
4- اولاد شاطرين وفالحين مثلنا4:anak2 yg cerdik dan berjaya macam kita
5- نوم عميق من دون مهدئات و أدوية5:tidur yang nyenyak tanpa gangguan
سهلة جدا و بوصفة سحرية و سهلة تستغرق 50 دقيقة يومياً ! كيف؟؟؟؟؟senang jer untuk mendapatkannya, hanya 50 minit setiap hari.
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم :sabda nabi saw,
من ترك صلاة الصبح فليس في وجهه نور و من ترك صلاة الظهر فليس في رزقه
siapa yang tinggalkan solat subuh tiadalah padanya nur di wajahnya dan siapa
yang tinggalkan solat zohor tiadalah padanya rezeki yang berkat
بركة و من ترك صلاة العصر فليس في جسمه قوة و من ترك صلاة المغرب فليس فيdan barang siapa yang tinggalkan solat asar tiadalah padanya kekuatanbadan,dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat maghrib tiadalah padanya anak2 ygbermanafaat
أولاده ثمرة و من ترك صلاة العشاء فليس في نومه راحة
dan barangsiapa yang tinggalkan solat isyak tiadalah padanya tidur yangnyenyak
بلغ عن الرسول (صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم ) ولو آيةsampaikanlah daripada nabi saw itu walaupun satu ayat
18.8.10
5.7.10
Changes
At some point in life, people need to think on what they want to be and how are they going to achieve it. Last Saturday I went for a 3hours workshop on leadership, where the speaker keep on emphasizing on 'changes'. The world is evolving faster than you know and so should we! There are people who are trapped in their very own comfort zone and most of them are unfortunately not aware of it. Hopefully you are not one of them. Hopefully i'm NOT one of them~
Anyway, that's not my point.
Today i encountered a number of 'visible changes' in my big kids.
#1 - As a form teacher, I usually had a hard time asking them to line up early in the morning for the national anthem. Sometimes, I've to pull them all the way out of the room or even shout at them (self-explosion!) "haha" But today, I only have to say it twice~ and they were all lined up nicely. Hmmmm~
#2 - My level 2 class. They are those who have problems in understanding theories, calculations and concepts hence all I need to teach them is hands-on skill, based on projects and practicals. There's one kid in this class (W) who seems to have problem with me all the time but today is the only day he smiled at me and helped me with my work. There's another kid (R), who i consider a bully. He loves to bully his friends a lot! He once threw a stool and went out of my lab as if i weren't there. SHOCKING! He even did something worst than that which i don't think i wanna share.. Today, we talked about all the disciplinary problems he had executed one by one and I pleaded him to change. I think it works~ For the rest of the lesson, he sat quietly near me and completed all his work. *Alhamdulillah*
#3 - Its not easy to teach during the last two periods especially when my big kids have to walk from their class, which is on the second floor, to my Science lab at the ground floor of another block. Oddly, the kids were all at their best strength of mind and they managed to recall back ALL the important points from my last lesson. Besides, they were very "wholehearted" and So~ I had so much FUN teaching them... =)
Lazy Sunday

After 6 days of non-stop working like a brand new-heavy duty machine, Woke up this morning still feeling very tired and LaZy so i went back to sleep "haha" officially woke up at almost 11! and i loved it~ LOL.
I left all works untouched and went out to enjoy my Sunday. I met Amir during lunch. Well, it was actually a surprise planned by Al bari the master mind (this is his third surprise this year). I haven't seen Amir for almost a year and it was absolutely a pleasant one...
Spent the rest of the day shopping for foods, went for bowling and I won!! *bangga* =)
Ok guys, i need to go to bed now. MONDAY is cominggggg!
30.6.10
Who's the victims?
Early this morning, i was reading a book, which Shamsul bought for me and eventually i came across this:
"...victims are always lost in their unfortunate stories. Victims blame others and victims blame circumstance and victims are hard to deal"
Sadly today i met lots of Victims... well, i called them Loser!
The good thing is, i only have to see them ocasionally... atleast not everyday =)
Till next time,
welcome July!
20.6.10
2nd Term Holiday

-good night-
30.5.10
I'm Just Tired
Guys... i'm tired =( and i missed blogging too.. So many things to share but time won't just let me to do so. Tasks after tasks were given to me endlessly... people keep on topping them up for me! *suffocated* Trying to be positive all the time, which i once thought would be easy to do, seems to be very inappropriate. It just can't fit my logical thinking anymore. Very irrational indeed. "hang on zim, things will be better soon" But when? What if i couldn't hang on any longer..
"Ya Allah, ketentuan jalan mu bagi ku begitu halus untuk ku menguntai keindahan di setiap selitan, kasih sayang mu begitu lembut menyelimuti ku tanpa sedar... thank you Allah"
29.4.10
25.4.10
New Books
21.4.10
Unwell
Stress at work? i might say so... i haven't been doing things right lately and work were all over due.. hmmm~ what has got into me. Being pushed around with all different sorts of work.. pressured with all the due dates... i think i've lost focus. I hate the fact that my Teaching is no longer the top priority now. Tomorrow will be the first event of our school annual sport and there are 3more tiring days to go. Meeting with the Forestry will have to be squeezed into my schedule on Saturday afternoon. *sigh* which mean i have to "not attend" the VIP day at my school.
What i need? seriously... i need time for myself.. Desperately need some inspirations. Hmmm~ i do need all the support that i could get from others but if i get none, sometimes i just have to be strong enough to set my two feet on the ground and stand tall... regardless what people might say. *sheeesh* hate that feeling.
Iman ku dihakis urusan dunia...
ingatanku padaMu ditutupi kesibukan..
Dadaku tiada kelapangan...
Hati gelap tanpa cahaya Mu...
Ku mohon bimbingan Mu...
ku mohon hidayah Mu...
Sedarkan aku dari khilaf...
dan janganlah Engkau biarkan ku terhanyut...
Seandainya segala limpah rahmat
yang Engkau kurniakan kepadaku
membuatkan aku lalai akan perintah Mu,
Aku mohon... Kau ambillah ia semula...
dan gantikanlah dengan Iman
amin.
18.4.10
Brain Damaging Habits


1. No Breakfast 2 . Overeating=2 0
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.
3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.
4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.
5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.
6 . Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest.. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells..
7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.
8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.
9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.
10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain
12.4.10
5.4.10
Takraw

In time of heavy work loads, i managed to spare another one afternoon and watched an inter-school Takraw competition. Alhamdulillah i had the chance to show them my support not only in academics but also in their personal interest, in things the love to do. Besides, i also watched the inter-school football competition last month or few months ago and soon is the inter-school badminton competition which will be held in Maktab Duli. Anyway, today is the inter-school netball competition but sadly i just knew it this late afternoon. Hopefully our team did well.
So guys~ It does not harm spending few hours watching these games... It could take you away form your work routine and bring out the inner fun & joyful side of you which has long been hidden. Just take the time to enjoy. The kids would really appreciate it & that's the best part after all.. Never stop enjoying life as there are more out there to be explore~ grrrrr! hahaha *out*















