Worn Off

Salam guys~ Hope you all enjoyed your raya coz I didn't really have the chance to spend so much time beraya-ing this year. well.. i get to spent the first three days of raya visiting my relatives (wajib tu...) but most open houses started a week after. By then i was too busy... *sad* all the exams were coming almost at the same time and i had to spend most of my time preparing the students and working extra hours. I had PSR students, PMB students O level Maths, Chemistry and Physics students to look after. "i know!!!! mental disorder tarus haha" I'm so blessed that my brain can still handle this but i don't know about my body "haha" How did i get involved in all these??? I really don't wanna talk about it.

Everytime i had the feeling of giving up... I looked back at the experiences and lessons that money couldn't offer for the past 22 months. Seriously, i gained a lot... and i'm 'evolving' but not aging "hehe" don't be confused. However, nothing comes for free... they all have their own prices. In exchange... i had to give up my times. *sad* For the past few months, i had spent less time with my families and cousins and i spent absolutely less time with my friends which i used to do a lot "sigh". I couldn't make it to most of the family functions or any gathering with friends and now to most of the open house invitations. At the end of the day... guilt is building up in me "sheeesshh".

I just hope all these worth all the time I'd sacrificed. Life is very challenging at times but all i need to do is to hold on a lil'bit longer till its over (",) ~syukran~