22.12.11
21.12.11
"Ya Allah, lembaran demi lembaran terbuka untuk ku kerna sesungguhnya kau tahu hati ini tidak akan kuat untuk menemrima semua. Namun hamba mu yang lemah ini berharap agar terselit kegembiraan dibalik lembaran-lembaran duka yang bisa menggoncang jiwa. Mungkin hamba mu ini tidak dapat melihat akan ia, maka kau terangkanlah mata hati hamba mu ini agar faham akan segala hikmah yang bersalut kasih sayang Mu yang Maha agung wahai tuhan yang maha pencinta."
Perkara yang dipelajari hari ini
1. Ternyata kami hanya mampu merancang dan sesungguhnya rancangan-Nya jualah yang sempurna. Walau pahit mahupun pedih, akan terasa manis bagi yang mampu bersabar dan bertahan dengan segala cubaan. 2. Sakit bertanam berharap hasil, kekadang kecewa sebelum musim menuai. Hati hancur jangan di manja, cuba mencari hikmah dibalik samar. Nescaya kecewa kembali tenang, redha dan syukur atas ketentuan. 3. Sekelumit cuma masalah menimpa, banyak lagi yang berat bebanan. 4. Berhati-hati menggunakan kata kerana kekadang maksud di hati nampak tak jelas lalu tertikam hati yang disayangi. Luka di hati mungkin tak nampak, tapi bisanya perpanjangan. 5. Tahanlah diri mu berkata-kata bila hatimu gundah dulana atau membara. 6. Hidup cuma seketika... berbuatlah perkara-perkara yang menggembirakan.
20.12.11
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived;
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others....including Love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the
island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean.
So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.
Love was the only one that stayed.
She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under,
Love decided it was time to leave.
She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.
Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."
I can't help you", Vanity said,
"You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out,
"Happiness, please take me with you."
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.
Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say,
"Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.
Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
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December
Assalamualaikum,
Time flies so fast... so fast that in a blink of an eye, it is already the last month of the year. Must have been very busy through out the year. indeed~ Did i missed anything? For sure i had though i really can't tell what it is or what they are... but i feel that i was too carried away with my works and I'd forgotten about other things in life that actually matter more than my work.
I'm thankful that as a teacher, we are given a month holiday. Yes a month! was looking forward for a blissful holiday, with no plan at all but just to spend more time with families and close friends. having a quality time bonding, catching up with each other and repay the time that i owed them.
Early this month, i went for a short trip to KK with bapa and mummy and family. Well not exactly together as they went there by car and i got there by plane. seriously, i couldn't stand spending 8 to 10 hours in car and the long queues. Had fun shopping "hehe" and spending time with them =)
Last Sunday afternoon, took my parents for a hi tea at the beach side that they have never been to.. glad they loved it. Once in a while, i really think they need a time off doing chores, thinking about serious stuff and worrying about us, their kids. Nice instant getaway i must say. let the wind blows their worries away... let the sound of the waves brings them calm *aisehmen* =)
As from the second week of this month, my lil' cousin Syahmi has stayed over at our place. Nice! now i can spend more time with him.. He's taller than the last time i saw him and obviously heavier "haha"
They idea of spending time with my close friends is a bit different this time. I prefer to meet them one-on-one rather than going out in a group as we used to do. I just thought that we need all the time we could have to update each other. In fact, there are things that they will only tell when the others are not around ;) So so so HappY and pLeaSed that i could sit, talk and most importantly to listen to them. It has been a while since we last did that.
Hopefully, more wonderful things to come... pictures will be uploaded soon insyaAllah.
-good night-
Time flies so fast... so fast that in a blink of an eye, it is already the last month of the year. Must have been very busy through out the year. indeed~ Did i missed anything? For sure i had though i really can't tell what it is or what they are... but i feel that i was too carried away with my works and I'd forgotten about other things in life that actually matter more than my work.
I'm thankful that as a teacher, we are given a month holiday. Yes a month! was looking forward for a blissful holiday, with no plan at all but just to spend more time with families and close friends. having a quality time bonding, catching up with each other and repay the time that i owed them.
Early this month, i went for a short trip to KK with bapa and mummy and family. Well not exactly together as they went there by car and i got there by plane. seriously, i couldn't stand spending 8 to 10 hours in car and the long queues. Had fun shopping "hehe" and spending time with them =)
Last Sunday afternoon, took my parents for a hi tea at the beach side that they have never been to.. glad they loved it. Once in a while, i really think they need a time off doing chores, thinking about serious stuff and worrying about us, their kids. Nice instant getaway i must say. let the wind blows their worries away... let the sound of the waves brings them calm *aisehmen* =)
As from the second week of this month, my lil' cousin Syahmi has stayed over at our place. Nice! now i can spend more time with him.. He's taller than the last time i saw him and obviously heavier "haha"
They idea of spending time with my close friends is a bit different this time. I prefer to meet them one-on-one rather than going out in a group as we used to do. I just thought that we need all the time we could have to update each other. In fact, there are things that they will only tell when the others are not around ;) So so so HappY and pLeaSed that i could sit, talk and most importantly to listen to them. It has been a while since we last did that.
Hopefully, more wonderful things to come... pictures will be uploaded soon insyaAllah.
-good night-
14.12.11
Cuma nak beringat...
Assalamualaikum
I am glad to be back and it feels so great to have the chance to blog again.
Been prioritizing things, having time of my own, did some self reflections and hoping to be wiser in every decisions and actions.. insyaAllah (Dengan izin Allah)
I remember when I was asked by one of my lecturers few years ago
"what is your first priority in life?"
and without any doubts I answered
"Money"
And If any of you ask me the exact same question right now, I would still answer "money" but for a complete different reason *Alhamdulillah*
Just wanna share this:
1. “Sedekah kepada orang miskin terhitung pahala satu sedekah. Sedekah kepada kaum kerabat mendapatkan dua pahala (iaitu) pahala sedekah dan pahala menyambung silaturahim.” (Hadis riwayat Ahmad)
2. “Siapakah yang mahu meminjamkan (hartanya) kepada Allah dengan pinjaman yang baik (iaitu dengan mendermakannya pada jalan Allah), lalu Allah melipatgandakan (balasannya) dan untuknya pahala yang mulia.” (Surah al-Haddid, ayat 11)
3. Kita akan mendapat kebahagiaan yang berlipat kali ganda apabila kita membuat orang bahagia.
4. Wang adalah senjata terhebat syaitan untuk menjerumuskan kita ke neraka, namun dengan wang juga boleh membawa kita ke syurga bila digunakan untuk kebaikkan dan diinfakkan pada jalan Allah.
5. Sesungguhnya dalam harta kita ada hak orang lain.
"Semoga segala harta yang kita cari, yang kita ada
akan membuatkan kita hamba yang sentiasa bersyukur"
I am glad to be back and it feels so great to have the chance to blog again.
Been prioritizing things, having time of my own, did some self reflections and hoping to be wiser in every decisions and actions.. insyaAllah (Dengan izin Allah)
I remember when I was asked by one of my lecturers few years ago
"what is your first priority in life?"
and without any doubts I answered
"Money"
And If any of you ask me the exact same question right now, I would still answer "money" but for a complete different reason *Alhamdulillah*
Just wanna share this:
1. “Sedekah kepada orang miskin terhitung pahala satu sedekah. Sedekah kepada kaum kerabat mendapatkan dua pahala (iaitu) pahala sedekah dan pahala menyambung silaturahim.” (Hadis riwayat Ahmad)
2. “Siapakah yang mahu meminjamkan (hartanya) kepada Allah dengan pinjaman yang baik (iaitu dengan mendermakannya pada jalan Allah), lalu Allah melipatgandakan (balasannya) dan untuknya pahala yang mulia.” (Surah al-Haddid, ayat 11)
3. Kita akan mendapat kebahagiaan yang berlipat kali ganda apabila kita membuat orang bahagia.
4. Wang adalah senjata terhebat syaitan untuk menjerumuskan kita ke neraka, namun dengan wang juga boleh membawa kita ke syurga bila digunakan untuk kebaikkan dan diinfakkan pada jalan Allah.
5. Sesungguhnya dalam harta kita ada hak orang lain.
"Semoga segala harta yang kita cari, yang kita ada
akan membuatkan kita hamba yang sentiasa bersyukur"
18.6.11
My Blog
Assalamualaikum.. its 4am now.. when i was just about to rest myself to sleep, I subconciously clicked on a link which led me to this blog.. yea~ my blog... which i once decided to quit doing. I must agree that blogging had helped me a lot in this journey of mine as all the sorrows were treasured here, one beneath another - all piled up and remain as memory of good lessons in my life. A place where i could express whatever i wanted to, the feeling i could never voice out and somehow~ that one day.. for a reason, i quit. However, as i read few of my previous post~ i was inspired..again - a feeling i have not felt for quite sometime. I can see how far i have gone... and for a long long time.. i haven't been thankful to Allah for all the blessings... =,( yet... Allah is always there reminding me with His love and kindness... "Ya Rahman - Ya Rahim"
Now, i owned a luxury car, an IPad, SLR digital camera, accomplished a big project and was greatly acknowledged, surrounded by loving families and friends, wonderful students to cheer my day, back to tuition business as i wished for, gained priceless experiences over the year and yet sometimes i feel in need of something else.. thank you Allah for waking me up today from all those unnecessary desires...
Now, i owned a luxury car, an IPad, SLR digital camera, accomplished a big project and was greatly acknowledged, surrounded by loving families and friends, wonderful students to cheer my day, back to tuition business as i wished for, gained priceless experiences over the year and yet sometimes i feel in need of something else.. thank you Allah for waking me up today from all those unnecessary desires...
2.4.11
Quick update
Assalamualaikum everyone, missed me? *perasan sikit saja* hehe sorry for all the pending updates, so here I am, sitting infront of my lappy when I'm suppose to get some sleep and be physically and mentally prepared for another long day at work. Anyway starting from where i left, I had an amazing 10 days holidays, spending time with people I love while my family was away to Mekkah for Umrah. InsyaAllah, one day I'll be there too.
Works?
never been busier but better at the same time. Patience is all I need and thanks to Allah for letting me be surrounded with wonderful people who will never stop supporting me. InsyaAllah, all the mistakes done would teach me valuable lessons and will never defeat my passion towards this field *amin* despite, it helped me to be stronger and wiser *alhamdulillah*
Few days ago, on my way back to my staffroom after one long lesson with the slow learner kids... my mind pondered...
There must be a reason why i was sent to this school. There must be reason why other teachers were also sent here. Giving up on the kids is never a good idea tho the thought will always linger on my mind especially when after having a long rough day. Maybe i need time to find the reason. Or maybe the reason is already there, but i just need more time to realize and understand it. I must see what others cease to see and believe whatever the reason is, it is a good reason. never a bad one...
Next.. I need a quality sleep! haha Goodnight all~
Works?
never been busier but better at the same time. Patience is all I need and thanks to Allah for letting me be surrounded with wonderful people who will never stop supporting me. InsyaAllah, all the mistakes done would teach me valuable lessons and will never defeat my passion towards this field *amin* despite, it helped me to be stronger and wiser *alhamdulillah*
Few days ago, on my way back to my staffroom after one long lesson with the slow learner kids... my mind pondered...
There must be a reason why i was sent to this school. There must be reason why other teachers were also sent here. Giving up on the kids is never a good idea tho the thought will always linger on my mind especially when after having a long rough day. Maybe i need time to find the reason. Or maybe the reason is already there, but i just need more time to realize and understand it. I must see what others cease to see and believe whatever the reason is, it is a good reason. never a bad one...
Next.. I need a quality sleep! haha Goodnight all~
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