POLO (taken by: Hadi)

Welcome December (I'm feeling emo)

Assalamualaikum... Hope everyone is doing great ever since i 'left'~ With no new post for almost 2 months, its really hard for me to get back and sit in front of this computer and blog... Things had not been going well, life all messed up, heart trembled in fear, scattered broken pieces which I wanted to put em' back together but i just don't know where to start~ Whatever happens, life will always goes on~ all the time...

Things happen for a reason and good thing comes to those who wait.

When I was at the Wasai in KB weeks ago, i felt down as i took a wrong step in between the unseen rocks in the lake. My leg was bleeding but pretending as if it didn't hurt at all is what i had to do in front of the kids. The pain actually last for less than a week *alhamdulillah* On one of those days, i sat down... looking at my wounded leg. Subconciously, my mind was saying "It heals so fast... but does time really heal all wounds? If it does, why after all these years do i still feel the pain of a broken heart?" You left a deep scar in my heart to remind me of the memories we had together.

After all these years, i thought i'd moved on
but i wake up every morning at the same place where you left me.
After all these years, i shed soo many tears
even when i know you don't even care.
After all these years, i force myself not to look back
but this heart of mine misses you so much.
After all these years, i try to fall for someone else,
but i'm left with no heart to give since the day you stole it from me.
After all these years, the thought of you never failed to make me smile,
tho i know it hurts so badly after a while.
After all these years, I wanted to say that i still love you
but my heart is scared of being hurt again.
After all these years, there's only one thing i'm dying to ask you,
do you still keep my heart with you or have you lost it...