FINALLY!

Salam, Hi guys... Finally i get it!!! hahaha *siok sendiri*

Something had been bugging me for the past few days, putting my life in such a mess. Early this year, for the first time i was given the opportunity to handle a task i didn't even know whether or not i could pull it off. However, as time goes by... things are getting amazingly well. *glad* I saw happy faces and smiles every single day. We all have been doing so well and not realizing how strong the connection had grown. Not until the day i received a memo.. saying that i have to leave all that behind and start off with a similar task but with a whole new group of people. Obviously frustrated, i do feel like something had been stolen from me.

Anyway, after all the hard time trying to "reluctantly" accept the order... *taking a deep relieving breath* Finally i made it... "Alhamdulillah" I know It's not gonna be easy.. but.. Bring It On!!! (^_^)!! i've set my feet back on the ground ready to go as far as i could, stronger than ever... Finally, i found bigger and better opportunity! Wish me luck guys. I'm so gonna make this happen.. again!

04 If only I could...

HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS... this is one of the moment where i missed all the things that i have left far behind me... years ago. this is one of those time that i really really wish i could... i could.. i could... go back to the time when there's nothing in the world that could make me feel better & greater except those wonderful feeling called L. But it left me with deep ugly scars.. sucking all my guts & trust... the reason for my disbelieves. i guess it has lost it's magic touch as L can no longer heals any of my discomfort and pain it left me with. Not blaming but hating. Wanna live my life... don't wanna live in the past... wanna cherish & appreciate whatever and whoever i have at the moment. so please~ i'm begging.. don't ever stand in my way again... leave me and take away all the hopes & memories u had given me.. *EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!*

Copper Tooling

I'd completed my 4 days workshop on copper tooling, which was held in Sayyidina Hassan last month. It was absolutely a priceless experience since besides learning "new work of art", i had a chance to meet some old friends. Seriously, i met my school mates, friends from UBD *a few of them*, my flying colours colleague & more familiar faces were also there. Everything went surprisingly well.. NOT!!!! "hahaha" made A LOT of mistakes especially on the frame-making but they kept saying "you'll learn from it" which was acceptable but when u did one mistake after another, it sure make your motivation shrivel. Anyhow~ what done is done and when they asked us to name our products,
i named mine "unsuccessful yet adorable" (^^,)