every beat counts

At Pantai Seri Kenangan

2012-02-21T05:42:00.003+08:00

Hiking at Bukit Ambok, Tutong

2012-02-20T23:33:00.006+08:00

One fine Sunday

2012-02-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

I really couldn't remember when but most probably it was end of January or early this month, we decided to pay a visit to the charity event at Serasa beach. Had a good morning walk at the beach side... and from there we went to Muara beach for a swim! =D

Early that morning at Serasa beach

Looking fresh but pale after an hour swim

At Muara Town (pekan Muara)

2012-02-17T22:28:00.003+08:00

Wahai Adam yang akan bertahta di hatiku sebagai Calon Imamku.
Sebelum benar-benar engkau hadir, inginku bertanya sesuatu padamu..

Adakah engkau sanggup menerimaku sebagai isteri jika tidur lena mu ku ganggu untuk kita bersama-sama munajat padaNya..

Sesungguhnya engkau yang akan membangunkanku dari terus terlena dengan nikmat dunia..

Adakah engkau sanggup jika aku tidak sudi engkau menjadi imamku untuk solat subuhku kerana ku ingin dirimu solat subuh berjemaah di masjid..

Moga Allah mengurniakanmu syurga kerna memahami keinginanku..

Adakah engkau sanggup jika selepas pulangnya engkau dari solat berjemaah aku tidak merelakan engkau tidur semula..malahan aku ingin engkau menghidupkan majlis taklim (saling berkongsi pengisian) antara aku & dirimu..

Sesungguhnya Allah mengurniakan mu untuk menjadi pendengar terbaikku agar tiada sepi hari-hari ku..

Adakah engkau sanggup jika setiap pagi aku ingin kau membaca mathurat bersama ku..

Akan aku pelajari membacanya demi keradhaanNya pada kita.. bersabarlah denganku

Adakah engkau sanggup jika selepas kau pulang dari bekerja, aku masih lagi dengan tugasku di luar..

Sesungguhnya aku akan berdoa moga Allah memelihara dan melindungi mu agar kembali dalam keadaan selamat.

Adakah engkau sanggup jika ketika engkau di rumah,aku sering meminta izin untuk keluar dengan alasan berjumpa rakan-rakan sedangkan pada hakikatnya aku ingin meneruskan medan perjuanganku..

Berterus-teranglah padaku agar dapat ku mengerti niat sucimu

Adakah engkau sanggup jika setiap isnin & khamis kau menemaniku berpuasa sunat..

Dan dengan demikian engkau telah mendekatkan aku kepada Allah...

Adakah engkau sanggup jika bersama-samaku menghidupkan sunnah Rasulullah SAW dalam kehidupan kita..

Sesungguhnya tiada seorang manusia yang sangat-sangat aku rindukan melainkan baginda

Adakah engkau sanggup jika aku menasihatimu & membawamu lebih mendekatiNya..

Sesungguhnya aku yakin nasihatmu sangat halus bahasanya dan juga demi kebaikkanku

Adakah engkau sanggup jika akan ada malam tertentu rumah kita akan dipenuhi orang untuk majlis ilmu..

Tiada ada yang lebih menggembirakanku

Adakah engkau sanggup jika tetamu kita sering bertamu sehingga tidur di rumah kita kerana ia mungkin akan mengganggumu..

Sesungguhnya Allah telah memberikan kita jalan mudah untuk beramal dengan mengurniakan kita tetamu

Adakah engkau sanggup jika hujung minggu kita dipenuhi dengan menziarahi orang tua kita..

Moga kita tidak akan pernah melupakan jasa baik mereka hingga ke akhir hayat.

Adakah engkau sanggup jika aku meminta dirimu menceritakan kisah sirah Rasulullah SAW & perjuangan para sahabat kepada anak-anak kita sebelum mereka tidur..

Dan itulah saat-saat yang diimpikan oleh seorang ayah

Adakah engkau sanggup jika aku tidak merelakan engkau memberi pelbagai kemewahan pada anak-anak kita kerana aku ingin mereka menjadi hambaNya yang bersyukur selalu..

Anak adalah amanah Allah, demi mendidiknya menjadi hamba yang bersyukur, memang itu jalan yang terbaik

Adakah engkau sanggup jika tanganmu sentiasa ku pegang walau ke mana arah tuju ketika kita berjalan bersama..

Hingga nafas ku yang terakhir, peganglah tanganku..

Adakah engkau sanggup jika keluar berjalan denganku yang bertudung labuh,berbaju longgar, dan seringkas yang mungkin di hadapan hambaNya yang lain..

Siapa aku untuk menghalangmu menurut perintah Allah..

Adakah engkau sanggup jika masakanku tidak sesedap yang kau harapkan..

Akan ku hantarmu ke kelas memasak *hehe*

Adakah engkau sanggup jika layananku kekok padamu..

Mungkin juga layanan ku tiada lebih baik darimu..

Adakah engkau sanggup jika ujian Allah itu datang dan ku pinta engkau menyunting bunga yang lain untuk dirimu..

Allah penentu segalanya...

Adakah engkau sanggup jika segala ini benar-benar berlaku???

Berdoalah moga Allah merahmati kita.. terhindar dari yang tidak diingini kerna sesungnya andai memang engkau jodohku, engkaulah pelengkap agama ku...

THANKFUL

2012-02-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

In this life, there is so many things to be thankful of and one of them, for me is the kids. They taught me a lot of valuable lesson about life, making me able to see things not only with the eyes but the heart.

Today, one of my students came searching for me but I wasn't in my room. He waited a while but there was no sign of me so he went home. Then he texted me and I said why did he want to see me so badly. He replied...
"Sir jua cakap last year, sir kan jumpa at the same time, same place and show you my results. Aku kan liatkan sir yang aku dapat jadi the best of the best. Aku boleh berjaya.. tunggu~"

WoW! Syukur Ya Allah

Then another one inbox-ed me this...
sorry nda bjumpa kita tadi~ aku gagas kan blik~ pasal parents ku menunggu di kereta~ hari sabtu ku datang ke sekolah bjumpa kita hehe :D
atu sir aku minta maaf if aku salah cakap kah~ hehe and halalkan semua makan minum ku hehe~ aku doakan kita semoga panjang umur murah rezeki and bahagia dunia dan akhirat~ and thanks for changing me to be someone hehe and thanks to doa kita amin :D

ALHAMDULILLAH

2012-02-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

At last, after the long wait, the result is out!
Last year, i was given a chance to take over this one particular class. The teacher was expecting hence had an almost 4 months of maternity leave. Leaving behind these kids with so many topics still uncovered. I did my very best to help... rushing through all the topics, simplifying notes, giving lots and lots of exercises. Tired? Yes of course! mentally and physically because i also had my other few classes to handle at the same time. When time didn't seem to be on our side, we had to have extra classes everyday until late afternoon including Friday.

When the result was released few days ago.. I expected nothing at all. Seriously I was afraid to expect anything and I said to myself, "even if they do not make it, its ok.. because we had give all out and the best we could"

Then, one student sent me a message telling that she got a distinction! At that very moment.. no words could express my feeling. Happy tears came rolling down *rasa syukur sangat-sangat* Thank you Allah.

4 of them got distinction, 11 got credits and 4 passes. Alhamdulillah

"Hilang semua penat diganti dengan kebahagian"

ROAD TRIP

2012-02-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

On the 5th February, right after the Maulud Nabi, I joined my colleagues for a trip to Lumut visiting Madam Shim who was at that time having an open house, celebrating the Chinese New Year. Actually we were kinda lost and spent more than 15minutes searching but we found it in the end. Great food, great vibes, had a wonderful time laughing and a very welcoming family I must say. Most of her siblings had embraced Islam and this mix religions and cultures apparently reminded me of my own family. We didn't went straight home after that... we went to the town for some shopping and had dinner at KK Koya! Oh the rojak~ hehe reached home at almost 10pm and dozed off immediately =)

Md. Kashfil, Her nephew

2012-02-06T00:29:00.002+08:00

Suasana pagi yang tenang bagai bisa mendengar rintihan hati yang terlalu merindui baginda Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

Ingin bertemu
walau seketika

walau cuma dalam mimpi
Untuk menyatakan kasih dan sayangku
dan merasai pancaran ketenangan mu

Sambutan Maulidur Rasul 2012 / 1433H

2012-02-06T00:04:00.005+08:00

Guru-guru berserta penuntut menuju ke jeti

Menanti temuai yang akan membawa kami ke Bandar

Antara murid-murid yang turut serta

Semangat guru-guru

Bersama bekas-bekas penuntut

Turut memeriahkan majlis

Menanti saat perbarisan

Tersenyum gembira di hari kelahiran Nabi

Anak-anak kecil juga tidak ingin ketinggalan untuk turut serta

Di saat perbarisan

Bak kata pepatah: "sediakan payung sebelum hujan" hehe

Terus melangkah diiringi shalawat

Setelah selesai, dalam perjalanan balik ke sekolah

-TAMAT-

Updates

2012-02-03T11:07:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt
For quiet a number of times, I wanted to make new post but my time just won't let me to do so. It's packed not only with my works but with other great activities too.

Lets talk about my work first (save the best for last hehe)... This is the year! where my kids will be sitting for their huge external exam. My teaching life is just like a game.. an interesting one! It needs the best strategy and time management, implementing the military approach, memory drilling, combating with exam papers, tactical skills and funny videos to loosen up the tense! "haha" I just loved putting on tons of pressure on them. For two year I have been so lenient and now its a perfect time to be stern and play the hard-and-fast game =) So far, they are still copping up with this new rhythm but i am positive that they will do great. InsyaAllah..

And to balance that hectic but not so pathetic part of my life =) I do what I enjoy the most.. nature walk and hiking! yes!!! I am Back... Twice a week, with friends and it was always a satisfaction.. "puas bah haha" I think, this is what keeping me so pumped up and positive. Alhamdulillah =)

2012-01-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

Art Gallery

2012-01-23T00:47:00.006+08:00

Right after we finished hiking, we went to the Water Front to watch the Ragetta racing but ended up spending more time in the gallery.
Photos: Hadi's and Al's Iphone and my camera.

Carpet Making (Basic skill)

2012-01-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

I never knew they would be very interested in this project.

Seems that they really enjoy it

I bet he was too carried away~ Haha!

Early January

2012-01-22T22:54:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah, everything went just fine so far... and unlike any other working year, things are settling down quite fast this time. Most of my works and preparations are either completed or in progress. No major pending tasks =)

As a form teacher for my 11J(level 2), at first, I really didn't know what to expect. I had taught most of them for the past 2 years and what i could say was "this is not gonna be easy" Hence on the very first day of school, I didn't smile at all. Yes it was tiring! frowning most of the time and stayed silent even when they tried to be funny... But for the sake of class control and concrete first impression, I made it through the day! *Grumpy* haha

well on that very first day, we had a talk about self improvements and the changes i wanna see from them especially in term of attitudes. Glad they took it seriously. I know its too early to be satisfied but day after day I could see them improving, they knew the limits and never to cross the line between me as their teacher and them as my students. Since they were behaving so well, I decided to let them paint their classroom. After a not-so-long discussion, we agreed on the colors.. and so I went shopping for the paint and all the tools needed, which cost me more than a hundred *toink*

What I noticed:
1. Now they have the sense of belonging and look after the cleanliness of the room.
2. After the 2 days of hard work, pressure and worries, jokes, laughter and madness.. apparently, we all grew closer.

2012-01-01T01:38:00.003+08:00

Ya Allah,
I am yours.
I love you and I need you, all the time.
Please be in my heart and with me in every step of my life.
coz I am lost without you

Recap, Reflect and Refresh

2012-01-01T01:12:00.004+08:00

Whatever happened in 2011 stays in 2011
The ups and downs
Not to be rejoiced nor to be mourned
It's a life learning process
To make you to a better person
Wiser and Stronger
Inside out

Always be thankful
Love yourself
And Be Kind to Others

2011-12-29T03:07:00.001+08:00

2011-12-29T02:30:00.002+08:00

Profile: Facebook
History: I used to be so addicted to it
Recent status: Not anymore...
Reason: Too many negativities!

I once thought it was a place where we could get RE-connected with family members, relatives who live miles away and with great old friends or even new ones. But you know how bad things can be in Facebook. People using bad words, saying bad things about other people, back stabbing, spreading stupid rumors and i could not stand the attention seekers. In fact, these just show the ugly side of them.. the one i never wish to know. There were also some good things and useful knowledge shared in it but for now, i've made my decision. -end

The past few days

2011-12-29T01:45:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
Let see what i had for the past few days.
*trying so hard to remember but it is to no avail*
Sorry guys, short term memory syndrome OR is my memory capacity that small?!
If so, i really need to do something about it "hehe"
Seriously, I'd been wanting to make few new posts in the past few days but i did not.
All I can remember is BONUS
"hahaha"
ALHAMDULILLAH
So far, i'd spent it on my NEEDS rather than satisfying my WANTS.
*re-think*
well, 90% true
;p

Oh, i injured my knee!
I got this massive muscle cramp a day after my intensive running on a treadmill without wearing a proper running shoes "pakai slipar beb.. haha rock!"
then.."Nah.. ambik kau pembalasannya hahaha SAKIT!"
At first, all my muscles felt so weak that i could even fall when climbing the stairs.
later that night, i could barely stand straight without feeling the pain on my knee...
so today, I bought a knee support and took my medication. Not a big fan of clinics, doctors or whatsoever. Even worst, one of my friends told me to get an injection. NEVERRRR~ "hahaha"
Went for a foot massage this morning. Man!!! that was painful..
Nevertheless.. with this pain and walking like "rusa kena tembak" I still went for some window shoppings and played bowling. After all I hope, this knee of mine will recover soon. Amin... hopefully before I start working.
Now, no more running and hiking for me. Just walk! =(

Sleep Issue

2011-12-23T02:31:00.004+08:00

Less than two weeks to 2012
Less than two week before I get back to work

I must "RESET" my biological clock!!

Wanna look and feel fresh next year
and absolutely a fresh start for everything
"tunggu..."

Comment

2011-12-23T02:07:00.004+08:00

Anonymous said...: - sangat bersopan santun (iakan?:p sadang haha)

- sangat cermat teliti dan teratur (true..true)

- suka menegur kesilapan orang lain dan mengkritik (pun jua)

- pendiam tapi pandai bercakap (pendiamkan?? haha)

- sangat baik dan mudah simpati (banar ne.. jantah kambang)

- simpan rahsia (banar hantap ne)

- suka sukan, hiburan dan melancung (usul-usulnya lah)

- terlalu memilih pasangan (ani pun macam banar jua haha:p)

Yang lain-lain inda ku taulah.. tata~~
"sedar tak sedar" ... I've been blogging on and off since 2008 and only today I am interested to explore more and found some comments left by the readers. "hehe" I found this! A reply to one of my posts in 2008. It was about the characteristics for those who are borned in September ;p The person who wrote this comment knows me so well "hahaha"

Sugar High!

2011-12-22T02:29:00.005+08:00

NBT's Candy Village

2011-12-22T02:22:00.004+08:00

HOME - Michael Buble

2011-12-22T01:19:00.002+08:00

3 Days vacation to Kota Kinabalu,Sabah

2011-12-22T00:58:00.001+08:00

At Terindak, Polo Club

2011-12-22T00:45:00.004+08:00

2011-12-21T01:41:00.003+08:00

"Ya Allah, lembaran demi lembaran terbuka untuk ku kerna sesungguhnya kau tahu hati ini tidak akan kuat untuk menemrima semua. Namun hamba mu yang lemah ini berharap agar terselit kegembiraan dibalik lembaran-lembaran duka yang bisa menggoncang jiwa. Mungkin hamba mu ini tidak dapat melihat akan ia, maka kau terangkanlah mata hati hamba mu ini agar faham akan segala hikmah yang bersalut kasih sayang Mu yang Maha agung wahai tuhan yang maha pencinta."

Perkara yang dipelajari hari ini

2011-12-21T01:09:00.003+08:00

1. Ternyata kami hanya mampu merancang dan sesungguhnya rancangan-Nya jualah yang sempurna. Walau pahit mahupun pedih, akan terasa manis bagi yang mampu bersabar dan bertahan dengan segala cubaan. 2. Sakit bertanam berharap hasil, kekadang kecewa sebelum musim menuai. Hati hancur jangan di manja, cuba mencari hikmah dibalik samar. Nescaya kecewa kembali tenang, redha dan syukur atas ketentuan. 3. Sekelumit cuma masalah menimpa, banyak lagi yang berat bebanan. 4. Berhati-hati menggunakan kata kerana kekadang maksud di hati nampak tak jelas lalu tertikam hati yang disayangi. Luka di hati mungkin tak nampak, tapi bisanya perpanjangan. 5. Tahanlah diri mu berkata-kata bila hatimu gundah dulana atau membara. 6. Hidup cuma seketika... berbuatlah perkara-perkara yang menggembirakan.

2011-12-20T12:28:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived;

Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others....including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the

island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean.

So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.

Love was the only one that stayed.

She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under,

Love decided it was time to leave.

She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.

Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"

Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.

Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."

I can't help you", Vanity said,

"You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.

Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."

Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out,

"Happiness, please take me with you."

But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say,

"Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder.

Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.

Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"

"It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

-copy paste-

December

2011-12-20T01:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Time flies so fast... so fast that in a blink of an eye, it is already the last month of the year. Must have been very busy through out the year. indeed~ Did i missed anything? For sure i had though i really can't tell what it is or what they are... but i feel that i was too carried away with my works and I'd forgotten about other things in life that actually matter more than my work.

I'm thankful that as a teacher, we are given a month holiday. Yes a month! was looking forward for a blissful holiday, with no plan at all but just to spend more time with families and close friends. having a quality time bonding, catching up with each other and repay the time that i owed them.

Early this month, i went for a short trip to KK with bapa and mummy and family. Well not exactly together as they went there by car and i got there by plane. seriously, i couldn't stand spending 8 to 10 hours in car and the long queues. Had fun shopping "hehe" and spending time with them =)

Last Sunday afternoon, took my parents for a hi tea at the beach side that they have never been to.. glad they loved it. Once in a while, i really think they need a time off doing chores, thinking about serious stuff and worrying about us, their kids. Nice instant getaway i must say. let the wind blows their worries away... let the sound of the waves brings them calm *aisehmen* =)

As from the second week of this month, my lil' cousin Syahmi has stayed over at our place. Nice! now i can spend more time with him.. He's taller than the last time i saw him and obviously heavier "haha"

They idea of spending time with my close friends is a bit different this time. I prefer to meet them one-on-one rather than going out in a group as we used to do. I just thought that we need all the time we could have to update each other. In fact, there are things that they will only tell when the others are not around ;) So so so HappY and pLeaSed that i could sit, talk and most importantly to listen to them. It has been a while since we last did that.

Hopefully, more wonderful things to come... pictures will be uploaded soon insyaAllah.
-good night-

2011-12-14T03:28:00.000+08:00

Cuma nak beringat...

2011-12-14T02:24:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I am glad to be back and it feels so great to have the chance to blog again.
Been prioritizing things, having time of my own, did some self reflections and hoping to be wiser in every decisions and actions.. insyaAllah (Dengan izin Allah)

I remember when I was asked by one of my lecturers few years ago
"what is your first priority in life?"
and without any doubts I answered
"Money"

And If any of you ask me the exact same question right now, I would still answer "money" but for a complete different reason *Alhamdulillah*

Just wanna share this:

1. “Sedekah kepada orang miskin terhitung pahala satu sedekah. Sedekah kepada kaum kerabat mendapatkan dua pahala (iaitu) pahala sedekah dan pahala menyambung silaturahim.” (Hadis riwayat Ahmad)

2. “Siapakah yang mahu meminjamkan (hartanya) kepada Allah dengan pinjaman yang baik (iaitu dengan mendermakannya pada jalan Allah), lalu Allah melipatgandakan (balasannya) dan untuknya pahala yang mulia.” (Surah al-Haddid, ayat 11)

3. Kita akan mendapat kebahagiaan yang berlipat kali ganda apabila kita membuat orang bahagia.

4. Wang adalah senjata terhebat syaitan untuk menjerumuskan kita ke neraka, namun dengan wang juga boleh membawa kita ke syurga bila digunakan untuk kebaikkan dan diinfakkan pada jalan Allah.

5. Sesungguhnya dalam harta kita ada hak orang lain.

"Semoga segala harta yang kita cari, yang kita ada
akan membuatkan kita hamba yang sentiasa bersyukur"

priceless moments

2011-06-18T04:38:00.003+08:00

My Blog

2011-06-18T04:02:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. its 4am now.. when i was just about to rest myself to sleep, I subconciously clicked on a link which led me to this blog.. yea~ my blog... which i once decided to quit doing. I must agree that blogging had helped me a lot in this journey of mine as all the sorrows were treasured here, one beneath another - all piled up and remain as memory of good lessons in my life. A place where i could express whatever i wanted to, the feeling i could never voice out and somehow~ that one day.. for a reason, i quit. However, as i read few of my previous post~ i was inspired..again - a feeling i have not felt for quite sometime. I can see how far i have gone... and for a long long time.. i haven't been thankful to Allah for all the blessings... =,( yet... Allah is always there reminding me with His love and kindness... "Ya Rahman - Ya Rahim"

Now, i owned a luxury car, an IPad, SLR digital camera, accomplished a big project and was greatly acknowledged, surrounded by loving families and friends, wonderful students to cheer my day, back to tuition business as i wished for, gained priceless experiences over the year and yet sometimes i feel in need of something else.. thank you Allah for waking me up today from all those unnecessary desires...

"We never get, what we want. We never want what we get. We never have, what we like. We never like, what we have..." - Hazim, mystudent

Quick update

2011-04-02T00:07:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone, missed me? *perasan sikit saja* hehe sorry for all the pending updates, so here I am, sitting infront of my lappy when I'm suppose to get some sleep and be physically and mentally prepared for another long day at work. Anyway starting from where i left, I had an amazing 10 days holidays, spending time with people I love while my family was away to Mekkah for Umrah. InsyaAllah, one day I'll be there too.

Works?
never been busier but better at the same time. Patience is all I need and thanks to Allah for letting me be surrounded with wonderful people who will never stop supporting me. InsyaAllah, all the mistakes done would teach me valuable lessons and will never defeat my passion towards this field *amin* despite, it helped me to be stronger and wiser *alhamdulillah*

Few days ago, on my way back to my staffroom after one long lesson with the slow learner kids... my mind pondered...

There must be a reason why i was sent to this school. There must be reason why other teachers were also sent here. Giving up on the kids is never a good idea tho the thought will always linger on my mind especially when after having a long rough day. Maybe i need time to find the reason. Or maybe the reason is already there, but i just need more time to realize and understand it. I must see what others cease to see and believe whatever the reason is, it is a good reason. never a bad one...

Next.. I need a quality sleep! haha Goodnight all~

It hurts

2011-02-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

BACKACHE

NIGHT LIGHT

2011-02-24T13:53:00.002+08:00

Venue: Times Square area

Semi-Final

2011-02-24T13:41:00.004+08:00

SMSUA football team made their way to the final after winning a match against SOASC (5-1), which was held on Monday, 21st February 2011.

27th NATIONAL DAY

2011-02-24T13:38:00.001+08:00

"Moga Sentiasa Dilimpahi Rahmat & Hidayah"

18th BIRTHDAY?

2011-02-24T13:17:00.004+08:00

A slice can never please my palate
nor to eradicate the crave i had for an ice cream cake.
Instead, i bought a BIG one "haha"
Wordings sir?
I smiled and wrote . . . . .
there you go
What you see is what you get "hahaha"

I'm 18th again!

SORRY & THANK YOU

2011-02-18T11:22:00.003+08:00

"Sorry" & "Thank you"
Words we normally said or heard
Which vanish into the thin air
when it comes not from the heart
But something to treasure
when you receive it
from someone you least expected
at time you do not anticipate
it touches you
as it comes
purely from the heart

-az-
(Inspired by Faris & Zahwan)

MUSA

2011-02-18T11:01:00.006+08:00

Him: "btw udah ku chek blog mu..hehe bru tah active..hehe mana gambar ku?"

As requested... hahaha~

KINDNESS GOES A LONG WAY

2011-02-18T01:55:00.006+08:00

To be kind to other people is easy.
But to be kind to people who kept on hurting you and to those who never really care about your feeling, is a challenge not everyone can succeed as time and patience are the ingredients we usually ran out of.

One of my favourite quotes:
"Batu yang keras tidak bisa dibelah dengan pedang namun bisa dibelah oleh air yang tidak henti-henti mengalir"

I'm now in my third year teaching in SMSUA and for the past two years, it'd been a heart breaking and painful journey but with tremendous satisfaction. "Alhamdulillah"

There were lots of unexpected things happened today... the good ones :) Today will definitely be one of the day i will never forget, a goal I just achieved and happiness that has just surfaced.

I feel like a proud 'father' of hundred kids. hahaha~

"People will forget what you teach or say, but they will never forget how you treat them and how you make them feel"

GREEN BUTTERFLY

2011-02-18T01:48:00.002+08:00

Leaves that look more like a butterfly...

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2011-02-18T01:21:00.004+08:00

There was a small party organized by my Chinese colleagues on the last day of Chinese New Year celebration, which if I'm not mistaken is also called Cap Go Mei.
Great vibe, great food and most importantly I won a lucky draw (very unusual)!
Not only that, I even won myself a prize for answering a quiz question correctly.
Well done to me "hahaha"
Oh Rabbit year, keep bringing the good fortunes and let em' stay around me~
*big wide smile with teary eyes* "Hahaha overrrr"

ROSSIE & EFFIE

2011-02-16T15:00:00.003+08:00

GREEN HEART

2011-02-16T13:04:00.001+08:00

Never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved
Barbara Johnson

MAULUD NABI MUHAMMAD SAW

2011-02-16T01:04:00.007+08:00

Alhamdulillah I could spend the Maulud Nabi this year with my close friends, colleagues & beloved kids.

2011-01-28T17:50:00.002+08:00

"Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish."

-John Jakes-

I miss them..

2011-01-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

POLO (taken by: Hadi)

2010-12-01T23:47:00.001+08:00

Welcome December (I'm feeling emo)

2010-12-01T21:28:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum... Hope everyone is doing great ever since i 'left'~ With no new post for almost 2 months, its really hard for me to get back and sit in front of this computer and blog... Things had not been going well, life all messed up, heart trembled in fear, scattered broken pieces which I wanted to put em' back together but i just don't know where to start~ Whatever happens, life will always goes on~ all the time...

Things happen for a reason and good thing comes to those who wait.

When I was at the Wasai in KB weeks ago, i felt down as i took a wrong step in between the unseen rocks in the lake. My leg was bleeding but pretending as if it didn't hurt at all is what i had to do in front of the kids. The pain actually last for less than a week *alhamdulillah* On one of those days, i sat down... looking at my wounded leg. Subconciously, my mind was saying "It heals so fast... but does time really heal all wounds? If it does, why after all these years do i still feel the pain of a broken heart?" You left a deep scar in my heart to remind me of the memories we had together.

After all these years, i thought i'd moved on
but i wake up every morning at the same place where you left me.
After all these years, i shed soo many tears
even when i know you don't even care.
After all these years, i force myself not to look back
but this heart of mine misses you so much.
After all these years, i try to fall for someone else,
but i'm left with no heart to give since the day you stole it from me.
After all these years, the thought of you never failed to make me smile,
tho i know it hurts so badly after a while.
After all these years, I wanted to say that i still love you
but my heart is scared of being hurt again.
After all these years, there's only one thing i'm dying to ask you,
do you still keep my heart with you or have you lost it...

2010-10-18T21:29:00.001+08:00

I don't have the solutions to anyone's problem.. all i have are good ears for listening time to spend with them :)

Make a different

2010-10-10T00:25:00.008+08:00

At some point in life, we might come across challenges and obstacles which make us ponder... Have we been making the right choices? Have we whole-heartedly given the best we could? How longer can we stay this way? Is everything that we had done worth the sacrifices? Are those things good enough? Here's the thing... for me and us all.. tiny little things do mean a world to some people. So never lose hope no matter how hard it may seems. Gather courage, pull yourself together and March forward with confidence ~believe in yourself~

***

I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.
(Edward Everett Hale)

***

Wherever a man turns he can find someone who needs him.
(Albert Schweitzer)
***
Dare to reach out your hand into the darkness, to pull another hand into the light.
(Norman B. Rice)

***

If you can't feed a hundred people, then feed just one.
(Mother Teresa)

Appreciated much

2010-10-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

Be more health concious as you age

2010-10-08T09:12:00.002+08:00

Get Fit

Stay Fit

Or else you will end up ...

Leighton Meester

2010-10-08T08:55:00.003+08:00

Still looking sophisticatedly pretty with the short hair

When you thought I wasn't looking

2010-10-05T17:38:00.008+08:00

When you thought I wasn't looking,
You displayed my first report,
And i wanted to do another.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
You fed a stray cat,
And I thought it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
You gave me a sticker,
And I knew little things were special things.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
You put your arm around me,
And i felt loved.

When you thought I wasn't looking ,
I saw tears come from your eyes,
And I learned that sometimes things hurt,
But that it's alright to cry.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
You smiled,
And it made me wat to look that handsome too.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
You cared,
And I wanted to be everything I could be.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
I looked,
And wanted to say thanks for all those things you did,
When you thought I wasn't looking.

For all teachers in SMSUA
by: Hazim Rosle 9A2

Salam Akhir

2010-10-05T17:22:00.003+08:00

29th September 2010
19 Syawal 1431

kucupan terakhir dan titisan air mata buat kenangan di hari kepergian ninda tercinta.
Moga roh nya aman tenteram bersama orang-orang yang beriman,
dihapuskan segala dosa,
diterima segala amal kebajikannya

~Al-Fatihah~

"Ya Allah, dari mu kami datang dan kepada mu jua kami kembali"

2010-09-28T21:26:00.004+08:00

feels like giving up~

2010-09-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

2010-08-28T02:51:00.002+08:00

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word,a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring,all of which have the potential to turn a life around

- Leo Buscaglia

My Inspiration

2010-08-28T02:24:00.004+08:00

In their eyes I am a hero

I am strong and wise and I know no fear

But the truth is plain to see

They were sent to rescue me

I see who I want to be

In their eyes

When my heart had enough

And I feel like giving up

They are the reason

For me to keep hangin' on

In their eyes

I can see the future

A reflection of who I am

And what I want to be

Though they'll grow

And someday leave

When I'm gone

I hope they'll see

How happy they made me

5 perkara

2010-08-19T00:17:00.001+08:00

5 perkara penting dlm hidup...

خمسة أشياء كلنا نريدها و نحاول الحصول عليهاlima perkara semua kita mahukannya dan kita berusaha utk mendapatkannya

1-وجه جميل1:wajah yang cantik

2- فلوس بالملاين2:duit yang banyak

3- صحة قوية3:kesihatan yang baik

4- اولاد شاطرين وفالحين مثلنا4:anak2 yg cerdik dan berjaya macam kita

5- نوم عميق من دون مهدئات و أدوية5:tidur yang nyenyak tanpa gangguan

سهلة جدا و بوصفة سحرية و سهلة تستغرق 50 دقيقة يومياً ! كيف؟؟؟؟؟senang jer untuk mendapatkannya, hanya 50 minit setiap hari.

قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم :sabda nabi saw,

من ترك صلاة الصبح فليس في وجهه نور و من ترك صلاة الظهر فليس في رزقه

siapa yang tinggalkan solat subuh tiadalah padanya nur di wajahnya dan siapa

yang tinggalkan solat zohor tiadalah padanya rezeki yang berkat

بركة و من ترك صلاة العصر فليس في جسمه قوة و من ترك صلاة المغرب فليس فيdan barang siapa yang tinggalkan solat asar tiadalah padanya kekuatanbadan,dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat maghrib tiadalah padanya anak2 ygbermanafaat

أولاده ثمرة و من ترك صلاة العشاء فليس في نومه راحة

dan barangsiapa yang tinggalkan solat isyak tiadalah padanya tidur yangnyenyak

بلغ عن الرسول (صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم ) ولو آيةsampaikanlah daripada nabi saw itu walaupun satu ayat

New collection

2010-08-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

Top view: smiley face at the back of it's head

Life at work

2010-08-18T23:10:00.006+08:00

My working desk: this is where i spend most of my time when i'm not teaching.

My favourite photo:
this photo has inspired many kids to dream big and to believe in themselves

Mini white clock: a very useful gadget ever invented.. haha

Newly purchased paper weight: its an elephant! hehe

Changes

2010-07-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum,
At some point in life, people need to think on what they want to be and how are they going to achieve it. Last Saturday I went for a 3hours workshop on leadership, where the speaker keep on emphasizing on 'changes'. The world is evolving faster than you know and so should we! There are people who are trapped in their very own comfort zone and most of them are unfortunately not aware of it. Hopefully you are not one of them. Hopefully i'm NOT one of them~

Anyway, that's not my point.
Today i encountered a number of 'visible changes' in my big kids.

#1 - As a form teacher, I usually had a hard time asking them to line up early in the morning for the national anthem. Sometimes, I've to pull them all the way out of the room or even shout at them (self-explosion!) "haha" But today, I only have to say it twice~ and they were all lined up nicely. Hmmmm~

#2 - My level 2 class. They are those who have problems in understanding theories, calculations and concepts hence all I need to teach them is hands-on skill, based on projects and practicals. There's one kid in this class (W) who seems to have problem with me all the time but today is the only day he smiled at me and helped me with my work. There's another kid (R), who i consider a bully. He loves to bully his friends a lot! He once threw a stool and went out of my lab as if i weren't there. SHOCKING! He even did something worst than that which i don't think i wanna share.. Today, we talked about all the disciplinary problems he had executed one by one and I pleaded him to change. I think it works~ For the rest of the lesson, he sat quietly near me and completed all his work. *Alhamdulillah*

#3 - Its not easy to teach during the last two periods especially when my big kids have to walk from their class, which is on the second floor, to my Science lab at the ground floor of another block. Oddly, the kids were all at their best strength of mind and they managed to recall back ALL the important points from my last lesson. Besides, they were very "wholehearted" and So~ I had so much FUN teaching them... =)

Lazy Sunday

2010-07-05T01:40:00.004+08:00

Salam everyone,
After 6 days of non-stop working like a brand new-heavy duty machine, Woke up this morning still feeling very tired and LaZy so i went back to sleep "haha" officially woke up at almost 11! and i loved it~ LOL.
I left all works untouched and went out to enjoy my Sunday. I met Amir during lunch. Well, it was actually a surprise planned by Al bari the master mind (this is his third surprise this year). I haven't seen Amir for almost a year and it was absolutely a pleasant one...
Spent the rest of the day shopping for foods, went for bowling and I won!! *bangga* =)
Ok guys, i need to go to bed now. MONDAY is cominggggg!

Who's the victims?

2010-06-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

Salam,
Early this morning, i was reading a book, which Shamsul bought for me and eventually i came across this:

"...victims are always lost in their unfortunate stories. Victims blame others and victims blame circumstance and victims are hard to deal"

Sadly today i met lots of Victims... well, i called them Loser!
The good thing is, i only have to see them ocasionally... atleast not everyday =)

Till next time,
welcome July!

2nd Term Holiday

2010-06-20T01:29:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Students and teachers are enjoying their holiday since 4th June while I still have to come to work everyday except Sunday.. *sigh* Tomorrow will be the last day before Monday, the first day for the third term. Looking forward? Perhaps... since i did some make-over to my classroom during the hols. The worst part would be the time when i have to spend 3 hours mopping and scratching the floor... i really thought it was easy!! seriously~ "handal jua makcik-makcik atu ah hahaha" Had put up some class rules on the wall, New posters and few motivational quotes. Not forgetting the exam target! That would give them the pressure to stay alert "hehehe" Hope it helps~ Everything is Just as a welcoming surprise for my big kids =) Ok then, there's more to say but i really need to go to bed now. Adjusting my biological clock back to the working mode...
-good night-

I'm Just Tired

2010-05-30T01:09:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum,
Guys... i'm tired =( and i missed blogging too.. So many things to share but time won't just let me to do so. Tasks after tasks were given to me endlessly... people keep on topping them up for me! *suffocated* Trying to be positive all the time, which i once thought would be easy to do, seems to be very inappropriate. It just can't fit my logical thinking anymore. Very irrational indeed. "hang on zim, things will be better soon" But when? What if i couldn't hang on any longer..

"Ya Allah, ketentuan jalan mu bagi ku begitu halus untuk ku menguntai keindahan di setiap selitan, kasih sayang mu begitu lembut menyelimuti ku tanpa sedar... thank you Allah"

Unplanned Vacation

2010-04-29T01:53:00.005+08:00

Absolutely out of the Blues

***awesome***

24 - o4 - 2010

Something for mama & bapa

2010-04-25T20:52:00.006+08:00

When i was a kid,
i remember my parents always asked me to give them a foot massage.
...
Today
...
Just a simple present for my parents
(",)

Acupuncture Foot Massager
Takasima

New Books

2010-04-25T20:05:00.003+08:00

I bought three new books yesterday even though i know i don't have much time to finish them all. There are already a pile of books waiting to be read... "hehehe insyaAllah" will read them on my free time.

1. Enjoy your life - Dr. Muhammad al-'Areifi

2. Mutiara Pelajar - Izuddin Hj Ali
3. Senyuman & kenangan manis bersama Rasullah S.A.W. - Hj Abdul Malik

2010-04-21T23:24:00.001+08:00

Where to?

Unwell

2010-04-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

Salam, hi everyone. Life's been good so far... "alhamdulillah" and hopefully things will not just be good but better... woke up this morning with a sore throat and instantly i knew i'm gonna get "it"... at work, my body started to ache. Perhaps, i'm just to tired and my body didn't get enough time to charge up as i've been staying up very late for few nights.

Stress at work? i might say so... i haven't been doing things right lately and work were all over due.. hmmm~ what has got into me. Being pushed around with all different sorts of work.. pressured with all the due dates... i think i've lost focus. I hate the fact that my Teaching is no longer the top priority now. Tomorrow will be the first event of our school annual sport and there are 3more tiring days to go. Meeting with the Forestry will have to be squeezed into my schedule on Saturday afternoon. *sigh* which mean i have to "not attend" the VIP day at my school.

What i need? seriously... i need time for myself.. Desperately need some inspirations. Hmmm~ i do need all the support that i could get from others but if i get none, sometimes i just have to be strong enough to set my two feet on the ground and stand tall... regardless what people might say. *sheeesh* hate that feeling.

Ya Allah,
Iman ku dihakis urusan dunia...
ingatanku padaMu ditutupi kesibukan..
Dadaku tiada kelapangan...
Hati gelap tanpa cahaya Mu...
Ku mohon bimbingan Mu...
ku mohon hidayah Mu...
Sedarkan aku dari khilaf...
dan janganlah Engkau biarkan ku terhanyut...

Seandainya segala limpah rahmat
yang Engkau kurniakan kepadaku
membuatkan aku lalai akan perintah Mu,
Aku mohon... Kau ambillah ia semula...
dan gantikanlah dengan Iman
amin.

Brain Damaging Habits

2010-04-18T11:57:00.002+08:00

1. No Breakfast

People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2 . Overeating=2 0
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

6 . Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest.. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells..

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

2010-04-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

Hadiah Terbaik :

Kepada kawan - Kesetiaan
Kepada musuh - Kemaafan
Kepada ketua - Khidmat
Kepada yang muda - Contoh terbaik
Kepada yang tua - Hargai budi mereka dan kesetiaan.
Kepada pasangan - Cinta dan ketaatan
Kepada manusia - Kebebasan

2010-04-12T23:36:00.001+08:00

You have not lived a perfect day,
unless you have done something to someone
who will never be able to repay you

2010-04-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

Takraw

2010-04-05T20:01:00.006+08:00

In time of heavy work loads, i managed to spare another one afternoon and watched an inter-school Takraw competition. Alhamdulillah i had the chance to show them my support not only in academics but also in their personal interest, in things the love to do. Besides, i also watched the inter-school football competition last month or few months ago and soon is the inter-school badminton competition which will be held in Maktab Duli. Anyway, today is the inter-school netball competition but sadly i just knew it this late afternoon. Hopefully our team did well.

So guys~ It does not harm spending few hours watching these games... It could take you away form your work routine and bring out the inner fun & joyful side of you which has long been hidden. Just take the time to enjoy. The kids would really appreciate it & that's the best part after all.. Never stop enjoying life as there are more out there to be explore~ grrrrr! hahaha *out*

Left: Our winning team :) ...1st place...

Miss you Akong =,(

2010-04-03T20:07:00.003+08:00

you'll always be missed..

2010-03-26T14:16:00.002+08:00

Kind words can be short and easy to speak
but their echoes are truly endless

Having Fun

2010-03-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

Don't Quit

2010-03-25T18:46:00.004+08:00

When things go wrong
as they sometimes will,
when the road you're trudging
seems all up hill,
when the funds are low
and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit...
Rest if you must ~ but don't you quit.

I'm Happy

2010-03-24T23:02:00.005+08:00

Salam, i'm actually in the middle of my work but i was moved to steel some of my precious time for this short post. Wanna know why... today, one of my old students said something that really get me thinking. I wouldn't expect him in a million years to give me such a thoughtful advice.

At first:
"Sir, kerja.. kerja jua, kesihatan kena jaga"

then:
"sadang-sadang bekraja sir... esuk saja sambung"

Before we end our conversation:
"Jaga diri atu"

You know what? he was neither the best student in my class nor any teachers'. very irritating indeed. We disagree on almost everything and find ourselves, in the end, in a huge arguments or turned out i became really annoyed by his acts. I ever sent him out of my class and he didnt turn up for my lesson for a week. He knew exactly how to turn my madness on.. very pathetic!

Anyway,
it's all different this time and i'm so thankful.
Syukran...

Cross Country

2010-03-21T03:28:00.005+08:00

Salam,
On the 18th March, Our school had held a cross country to mark the very end of the first term. It was so much fun although my team came last place *sob sob* Better luck next time kids.. =) So here are some pictures of ME "haha" on that day. Oh.. thanks to Hadi, Haydee, Lan and G-ehwan for the great photos.

THE KIDS

MY TEAM

OUR FLAG
I PARKED INFRONT OF THE SCHOOL
*BELABEH*

WARMING UP SESSION & I WAS DOING YOGA *LOL*

MY WORKING TEAM

GROUP PHOTO WITH PRINCIPAL & DPs

2010-03-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
MUSA

Am I that busy?

2010-03-16T22:43:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum Whooooaaaaa!!! "lama betul tak update" What to do... I've been very busy. Seriously, i don't think i have comfortably settled down yet in term of my work life and its already MARCH! Time really doesn't wait eh. sheeesshh~ I really didn't want to drag you all into my hectic lil' world but... I have to!!! "hahaha ngusut" Besides from being a great, wonderful and not forgetting stunning Science teacher *LOL* i am also the class form teacher, which i'm still trying my best to do it well. The never ending paper works and admin stuff!!! there's more... more.. and more.... each day.

Assistant house master is another one. I am now actively involve in different kinds of sport which i have absolutely no interest at all before. Just to name a few; Futsal, Football, netball, badminton and Raga. It helps me to see sport in different standpoint (in a good way) and i can now understand why some people can be fanatically crazy and obsess to football. "hahaha" NOW I GET IT!!! and i'm now becoming one of those people who desperately waits for the World Cup! "hehehe"

I'm also incharge of PRYNSA 13. *No comment* mouth tightly zipped =l

Oh guess what, i'm now a member of red crescent club, which i have no idea about and it would be kinda interesting if i would have teach the first aid techniques to the kids.. what should i show them? breath in~ breath out~ do it for 10times and we're done for the day "hahaha"

On top all that, is my main wonderful job... teaching! =) Working my ass off to adapt and to understand the kids as it ain't that easy. Handling teenagers can be a quite painful at times. I was given a whole new bunch of kids this year, which are different from my last year's in all sort of ways. Very interesting huh... "hehe" InsyaAllah i will make it happens again this year... my tiny dreams =))
Till next time guys...

"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact"
-William James-

FINALLY!

2010-02-25T20:11:00.004+08:00

Salam, Hi guys... Finally i get it!!! hahaha *siok sendiri*

Something had been bugging me for the past few days, putting my life in such a mess. Early this year, for the first time i was given the opportunity to handle a task i didn't even know whether or not i could pull it off. However, as time goes by... things are getting amazingly well. *glad* I saw happy faces and smiles every single day. We all have been doing so well and not realizing how strong the connection had grown. Not until the day i received a memo.. saying that i have to leave all that behind and start off with a similar task but with a whole new group of people. Obviously frustrated, i do feel like something had been stolen from me.

Anyway, after all the hard time trying to "reluctantly" accept the order... *taking a deep relieving breath* Finally i made it... "Alhamdulillah" I know It's not gonna be easy.. but.. Bring It On!!! (^_^)!! i've set my feet back on the ground ready to go as far as i could, stronger than ever... Finally, i found bigger and better opportunity! Wish me luck guys. I'm so gonna make this happen.. again!

04 If only I could...

2010-02-10T19:32:00.004+08:00

HATE WHEN THIS HAPPENS... this is one of the moment where i missed all the things that i have left far behind me... years ago. this is one of those time that i really really wish i could... i could.. i could... go back to the time when there's nothing in the world that could make me feel better & greater except those wonderful feeling called L. But it left me with deep ugly scars.. sucking all my guts & trust... the reason for my disbelieves. i guess it has lost it's magic touch as L can no longer heals any of my discomfort and pain it left me with. Not blaming but hating. Wanna live my life... don't wanna live in the past... wanna cherish & appreciate whatever and whoever i have at the moment. so please~ i'm begging.. don't ever stand in my way again... leave me and take away all the hopes & memories u had given me.. *EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!*

Copper Tooling

2010-02-05T07:57:00.004+08:00

I'd completed my 4 days workshop on copper tooling, which was held in Sayyidina Hassan last month. It was absolutely a priceless experience since besides learning "new work of art", i had a chance to meet some old friends. Seriously, i met my school mates, friends from UBD *a few of them*, my flying colours colleague & more familiar faces were also there. Everything went surprisingly well.. NOT!!!! "hahaha" made A LOT of mistakes especially on the frame-making but they kept saying "you'll learn from it" which was acceptable but when u did one mistake after another, it sure make your motivation shrivel. Anyhow~ what done is done and when they asked us to name our products,
i named mine "unsuccessful yet adorable" (^^,)

OPPORTUNITY

2010-01-22T19:34:00.003+08:00

See the opportunity
in every difficulty,
not the difficulty
in every opportunity

2010-01-22T18:22:00.007+08:00

Salam guys. How are you all doing?
Alhamdulillah i managed to keep track on my work now, after a bit of a struggle trying to get things organised. i have to admit, there's time when thing went all wrong, people are pointing fingers, burdens piled up and the only thing i must do was to BE professional with those who takes things personal (obviouly unprofessional). It wasnt easy! At some point, i feel like to detach myself from this crazy lil' world... *in my dream* "the show of life must go on"

Last night was the worst by far~ Was feeling horrible, didnt know what'd got into me but i felt really down. But hey "Allah maha adil" Even for a very lil'thing that happened, there's a perfect reason for it. I read this somewhere.. "di sebalik sekelumit kesedihan, disediakan segunung kegembiraan, namun masih ramai yang merintinh kesedihan dan melepaskan kegembiraan"

I received a message from musa, who i haven't seen for quite a while and so we plan to go out for dinner & some updating to do "hehe" On my way to Qlap, hani rang me up and so i asked him to join us. What a coincidence~ Actually i agreed to pick him up at Telanai but with my head feeling so heavy...was terribly absent minded! So.. "terlupa ambil ia hehehe" all he could say "Jahat jua???" LOL! The rest of the night..... (fun - stress) + laugh = Happy (^^,) thanks guys!

Besides all those whinings~ i was sent for a 4Days workshop on copper tooling... loving it so much and can't wait to upload the pic of my finished work of art "chewah" Ok guys~ thats all for now. Take care :)

Too early to even sigh!

2010-01-07T18:15:00.003+08:00

Salam guys,

Its gonna be a long week for me. Overloaded with works, most are still left unsettled and preparing lessons? sounds not so possible to me. Well, for the time being.. Fuh~ Guess what? when i was in UBD hostel, i always had my friends to be my so-called stress ball. "hahaha" so much fats to squeeze and it really did help reducing the unwanted tense! TODAY... after a year working in SMSUA, i finally found two victims! "hahaha kejam" What to do.. so stressful meh~ =D

Being a form teacher for the first time, i must admit that there are plenty of new stuff i must learn by myself in a very very short time. Hey~ im not complaining... but it sure is tiring. I have two year 9 classes and one level 2 classes to handle. InsyaAllah, i will not have problems with my year 9 but level 2... that's a challenge! tho somehow i find their activities are very interesting. It involves taking care of ornamental fishes in aquarium, planting veges, doing pressed plants (art & craft) and some wiring and electrical lesson.

Above all that... today i was given another new class where i have to teach pure chemistry. Wuhooo! Bring it on!!! *yea right* With no preparation whatsoever, entering the class was a nightmare! I think i score 100% for making myself look so "bangang" just by standing in front of the kids, flicking through the textbook trying to look busy. "hahahaha nice try bebeh"

Oh well... things haven't really started yet. BE STRONG!!! (^_^)

Back to School

2010-01-03T23:55:00.005+08:00

Salam everyone... *whispering* i know i should be in bed by now since tomorrow is my first day teaching for the first term of the year, but... im so ExCiTed! "haha" Just wanna share that feeling with you all ('',)

I really don't know what to expect but hey~ Azhim is up for the challenges! *semangat* hopefully it won't fade away atleast until the end of this year "hehe" To all other teachers out there... We Rock! *still whispering but semangat* "hahaha" Background music: i will survive "haha macam out" Anyway... Just hoping this year will brings more meaningful moments in our life.. more blessed than ever.. more smiles than tears.. more forgiveness and no grudges.. Good luck all...
Oh i don't think i have said it this year... To all my families, cousins, friends, my girl & my big kids... LOVE YOU ALL! no matter if you hate me, i still love you for that "hahaha majal" <3

Good night

I'm Back!

2010-01-02T00:17:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all (>_<)

wuhoo! where should i start? "haha excited wah" It really has been a while... i even forget how to blog! seriously.. had a hard time figuring how to edit all the stuff in this blog. Anyway, RESOLUTION! how was your 2009's... Mine? GREAT!!! "alhamdulillah" tho sometimes things turned to be not as what u wished it to be.. in the end.. they did happen for reasons.. Very Good ones indeed. *thankful*

Now its time for 2010! Brand new year.. new start.. new dreams.. new aims.. new girlfriend "hahaha" oops.. "habis laaa.." (^^,) Whatever it is... do not let go off your dreams. hold them tight, have faith & work for it to happen. All the best guys! Forgive me for all my wrongdoings.. u guys are the best!

2010-01-01T12:03:00.001+08:00

From my tiny lens

2009-11-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

Nikah

2009-11-03T22:49:00.001+08:00